She was the first person that welcomed my family and I when we newly came to Sweden. She was humble, playful, but serious, determined and can easily convince someone.
She felt the pains of other people and tried to make everyone feel very comfortable in their own skin. She hates wasting and reacts when she sees people wasting most especially food. She had a very great relationship with people mostly immigrants, most of them trusted her with their problems and she gave them that listening ears that nobody has ever given them. In her world "Wrong is wrong and right is right".She was the person that insisted that my sister and I should join the young leaders' group because there was more advantage than disadvantage and we reluctantly agreed. She was right, Yes Carina was right and I'm happy we joined the group.
After coming back from Poland, I was happy and wanted to call Carina to tell her about the trip and how everything went, In my happy feelings of dialling her number I received an SMS that Carina is no longer in this world, I was in shock and didn't want to believe it.
It felt like a prank, but who pranks people like this? I had to ask other people they said: "she's really gone and never to be seen again". How did this happen? so many unanswered questions going through my head, I'm still lost of words.
What I finally realised was that "Life is too short to have problems with people, reconcile with the people you've had problems with whether they are at fault or not. It might sound difficult but that's the best thing to do, nobody knows tomorrow".
The person you see today might be gone tomorrow and everything becomes history and then you begin to wish you did the right thing. I wished I called Carina while I was still in Poland, I wish I didn't wait this long to call her, I can only wish I acted fast "I wish" *sad*