It all started when my sister came home...
I was nice to give her a back massage because she has been tense. Later after 40 min I brushed her hair and braided it nicely for her. She later tells me " to repay you I can give you a haircut ". Of course I hadn´t had a haircut in one and a half years and I was in desperate need of one. It started to get late so I said goodnight and went to bed. The next day I asked her when I could get this so called " haircut " and she said next week (next week was in three days). Under those three days I've been asking for this haircut and all she said was, is it next week yet? When Monday came she said wash your hair and ill cut it tomorrow or wash it tomorrow and ill cut it on Wednesday your choice. I washed my hair and waited excitedly for Tuesday to come. In the morning I find out of my dad that my sister went early to her friends and would come home late in the evening. All I could say is who is going to cut my hair? My dad just said stop nagging you know if you keep asking her she will never do it. I hadn't lost all hope there was still one day left... The next day came fast. In the morning my sister was at work but she would come home around 3 o´clock. She came home and I rushed down stairs just to hear her say " do you want me to cut your hair " but no that's not what she said all she said was " I need a nap " and my dad just said you deserve one. Don´t I deserve a haircut I've been waiting half a week for one. Trying to keep my mouth shut to not irritate her so she wouldn´t change her mind. I am sitting here eight o´clock in the night trying to not cry and im still waiting for my bloody haircut. Your maybe sitting there just wondering why I would be hurt by this well I´ve been let down of so many people that I cant take it anymore. Im so tired of people right now. Especially PEOPLE WHO CANT KEEP THERE BLOODY PROMISES.
12 August 20:31/ 08:31 pm
mood: trying to keep it together
I hope that the person reading this thinks twice before making a promise and the people it can hurt.
With lots of love Elina! ♥