I'm a Lesbian.
Jag är en tjej som gillar tjejer.
I will write this in english because I can't find the right swedish words.
I want to fall in love with a girl, I want to look at her and see a whole world, I want to feel on top of the world with her, I want lazy mornings with tea and music, I want rainy days and jumping puddles, I want late night deep talks, I want sweet kisses and holding hands, I want to comfort her when she's sad even though I'm terrible at it, I want to give her my heart, and hopefully get hers in return.
It's cheesy because I say this and at the moment I have a particular girl in mind. At the same time I feel like I don't know her well enough to want this with her. But god is she beautiful and from what I know of her so far her brain seems beautiful too, even if she deals with a lot of shit. I know she doesn't realise how beautiful she is which blows my mind, and I think she's probably the most beautiful person I've ever seen, dramatic I know.
I just wanted to say one more thing, I am also asexual ( ace ) which means that I don't experience sexual attraction, I literally do not feel sexual attraction. I personally do not really want any kind of sexual contact right now. I might in the future but don't count on it. I wanted to say this because it's a big part of my attraction to girls and a big part of me so I wanted to tell someone. But this honestly is such an awkward thing to talk about, it's just me telling you sex isn't a thing I want with anyone and idk it feels weird, I'll stop now.