They say time heals everything,
but I'm still waiting.
A lot of things happened since 2009, and a part of me can't really accept it. I lost relatives in cancer, got my heart broken a few times because I'm a sucker for love, and I also lost friends who showed their true sides.
Cancer is an unfair disease and it really sucks, especially when there is no help or no cure. I lost both of my grandfathers in cancer and I remember all of it. It was a total nightmare seeing them in their bed, helpless not being able to do anything. Fuck Cancer for real, can someone find a fucking cure already, we live in 2016, get your shit together, we don't want people to die because of a disease.
The other thing that sucks is getting your heart broken... I remember hearing those heartbreaking words and I didn't even cry at first because I thought I was strong and careless. But the waterfall came as soon I stepped into my room, I cried and then I said to myself "lesson learned", don't fall for guys anymore, don't chase after guys. I want a guy who will fight for me, sure I have seen a lot of One Tree Hill lately but that's exactly how I want. I'm done playing games.
Last episode is loosing friends... Well, as usual, liars. My friends only have one chance, and after that i cut them off, and that is if they fuck things up major. Sure you can call me evil or say "what the hell is her problem", but remember this "You only get one shot, do not miss your chance to blow. This opportunity comes once in a lifetime".
Savage, I know.
They say time's supposed to heal ya,
but I ain't done much healing