They say time heals everything,
but I'm still waiting.

A lot of things happened since 2009, and a part of me can't really accept it. I lost relatives in cancer, got my heart broken a few times because I'm a sucker for love, and I also lost friends who showed their true sides.

Cancer is an unfair disease and it really sucks, especially when there is no help or no cure. I lost both of my grandfathers in cancer and I remember all of it. It was a total nightmare seeing them in their bed, helpless not being able to do anything. Fuck Cancer for real, can someone find a fucking cure already, we live in 2016, get your shit together, we don't want people to die because of a disease.

The other thing that sucks is getting your heart broken... I remember hearing those heartbreaking words and I didn't even cry at first because I thought I was strong and careless. But the waterfall came as soon I stepped into my room, I cried and then I said to myself "lesson learned", don't fall for guys anymore, don't chase after guys. I want a guy who will fight for me, sure I have seen a lot of One Tree Hill lately but that's exactly how I want. I'm done playing games.

Last episode is loosing friends... Well, as usual, liars. My friends only have one chance, and after that i cut them off, and that is if they fuck things up major. Sure you can call me evil or say "what the hell is her problem", but remember this "You only get one shot, do not miss your chance to blow. This opportunity comes once in a lifetime".
Savage, I know.

They say time's supposed to heal ya,
but I ain't done much healing

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I you only knew..

So the time is here, I have to confess my deepest secret to you. But before I do that I just want to say, please don't harass me or bully me for this because it's very serious. So, here we go...

I'm in love with nuggets.

haha, sorry..

Okay besides the jokes my life is really not what I expected. I have a job, a lot of bills to pay and some other shit, and I don't know if I can make it. Plus I'm taking my drivnings license, which is a waste of time because I feel like I'm going to fail, and then my parents have to pay for new lectures. I don't want to be a pain in the ass to people. BUT, I have to be clear, I don't feel sorry for myself because I'm a fighter, I never give up on things just because they are hard to complete. I will fix this, because I'm a strong woman with priorities.

Don't ever give up!

Red velvet, bomber jacket: Pull&Bear
Unavailable T-shirt : Bershka




Truth is still absolute. Believe that. Even when that truth is hard and cold, and more painful than you've ever imagined. And even when truth is more cruel than any lie.

Regret comes in all shapes and sizes. Some are small like when we do a bad thing for a good reason. Some are bigger like when you let down a friend. Some of us escape the pain of regret by making the right choice. Some of us have little time for regret because we're looking forward to the future. Sometimes we have to fight to come to terms with the past, and sometimes we bury our regret by promising to change your own ways.

But, our biggest regrets are not for the things we did -- but, for the things we didn't do. Things we didn't say that could've save someone that we care about. Especially when we can see the dark storm that's headed their way.



For those who don't know, I have a passion for makeup and I wish I could own everything. I love how you can change the face with only makeup, you can be scary, cute, weird whatever you want. My dream when I went to high school was to be a makeup artist, I wanted to create my own line and meet new people everyday. I kinda regret not going to a school that only works with this, and study makeup in collage. Now I only have it as my hobby. I do faces on myself, I can wake up in the middle of the night and sit by my mirror and do my daily routine makeup. I love it. Yesterday I wanted to play with my mind and see what I could be for halloween, first I wanted to be a zombie military, then i thought of a skull, and got attached to that idea. I will probably be that and scare the shit out of kids.


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Holy shit he was good! I had goosebumps through the whole concert. My weekend in sthlm is ending today and I'm getting back home to Helsingborg tomorrow. Love this weekend and the people who surrounded me.

Bye for now ✈️

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