Love this place.
(I'm a sucker for romance hihi)
I crave love. I crave you. There's something about you that makes me wanna fall into the unknown. Fall into something I've never experienced before.
I always thought there was something romantic about fighting for someone, about winning them back, eventual happiness. But as I sit here, with stones in my chest, where hope used to lie, I have come to realise that there's nothing lovely about having to continuously convince someone to love you.
I hate the way you talk to me, and the way you cut your hair.
I hate the way you drive my car, I hate it when you stare.
I hate your big, dumb combat boots and the way you read my mind.
I hate you so much it makes me sick — It even makes me rhyme.
I hate the way you're always right. I hate it when you lie.
I hate it when you make me laugh — Even worse when you make me cry.
I hate it when you're not around. And the fact that you didn't call.
But mostly I hate the way I don't hate you — Not even close, not even a little bit, not even at all.
Sitting in my room right now waiting for my cousin Madeleine. She is coming tonight and we are going to hang out and watch a movie or something. Just chilling'. Now I'm gonna take a shower before she arrives! Ciaaoooo
I woke up this morning feeling super happy. I slept out and had a great breakfast with chia pudding with fresh raspberries and freshly pressed orangejuice. Since I stopped eating yogurt in the morning and more stuff like chia pudding, my tummy have been smiling :)
Right now I'm sitting at my beautiful home right by the water and enjoying my lunch. At 16.00 pm I have a meeting but other than that I'm just going to enjoy this day and weather.
Have a wonderful Tuesday
Right now I'm craving to shred with this one and now I can finally do it!! The happiness is real. The sun is shining outside the window and I checked the weather report and it's gonna be a super warm day - love it. I just wish I was somewhere I could pick up my surfboard and wetsuit and drive to the nearest beach to surf. Spend all of my time surfing and just being in the water. Peaceful and pure happiness.
My playlist at Spotify is not the freshest right now haha. I always listen to a song so much I get sick of it two days later... Probz. Anyway, I'm going to catch some sun and skating now!
See ya later
This weekend I've been chilling, DJ-ing and sippin' fabulous drinks. I'm so tired right now and I'm soon going to eat dinner and it's gonna be amazeballs. I don't really have anymore to say haha other than that my gig went super good and the crowd was turned up all evening and loved the music we (me & Thyra) were playing. Great evening. Great weekend.
Today I went into town to buy the BEST self tan mousse. This has won so many prices as you can see in the picture to the left, and I've tried it when I studied to be a Make Up artist. This fits every skin colour and works so good on your skin and the best part is that it does not even smell self tan. It reduces the self tan smell by 70% so I think I should give it a try. This is what I'm going to survive on this summer because I am so pale, whether the sun is out or not haha.
Skiing is one of my favourite winter sports of all time
I've received this extremely terrible cold... All I want to do now is to go running or to the gym. It's always like this when I want to work out haha, I get sick the day before. Like my body is rejecting it. But I need to start working out for the sake of my surfing. It's extremely hard to paddle out in Californias tough waves. You have no idea unless you've tried it. My arms are bleeding the second I catch a wave...So back at it when I've recovered from my cold.
Anyways, today I'm going to hang out with my friend Thyra & DJ a bit. She wrote to me yesterday that she had a gig at this bar/restaurant in Stockholm and asked if I wanna join her. OF COURSE was my response. So we are going to rehearse a bit and just spin some songs for fun.
And summer where u at?