So I decided to make my first english "status" on here and it will be a story about a guy very close to my heart So here I go..:
The time was about 7pm and the riders entered the track, first.. the guestteam.. I decided to move from the stand down to the fence.. So I could get a better look of my boys. They entered in a white car with the text: Ikaros Smederna on it. All I could see at first was a waving flag, it was black with Dackarnas logo on it. The car came closer as it went around the track, it arrived at the final curve where Spinning Wheels were standing, cheering them on..
All I could see and think of was the guy in white racesuit with a green cap on. It was him, up close. Then something weird happened.. He waved at me, not to all of us.. to me.. He looked right into my eyes and waved. I could feel how my cheeks turned red and I quickly looked at the ground. First lap was over, then he came again. This time he waved to all of us. The game started with a lot of drama, Smederna won with 4 points.. After the last hear Dackarna once again entered the track and went towards Spinning Wheels.. He walked straight towards me and once again, he waved right at me.. He smiled, thanked us and went away.. I was numb. I just followed him with my look as he entered the pit.. when I came back to reality I asked my mum if we could try to get into the pits.. She said we'd try and we did, with a good result.. I meet Mikkel and Michael but there was only one I really wanted to meet..
My eyes looked around the pit and suddenly something catched my eyes.. It was Piotr and Przemyzlaw.. his mechanics. I looked around even more but there were no sign off him.. I saw the guest dressingroom but through the window I couldn't see any blond hair.. My mum started to get impatient and wanted to go home but I managed to convince her that we would stay and wait, I was convinced we would see him soon.. A few more minutes passed and now I started to get impatinent.. my foot hurted, I was tired and cold and we were just about to leave.. Then I heard someone.. It was a girl.. saying his name.. I turned around and looked up.. and there he was.. I saw his number: 3 on the back and I recogniezed his racesuit.. I forgot about everything.. I wasn't tired, my foot didnt hurt and suddenly I was warm. I walked towards him, he hadn't noticed me and was about to enter the dressing room.. I called on him.. and so did my mum..
His eyes sparkled and he was already smiling when he turned around, for a while I thought he had recognized my voice.. His smile was huge and so was mine.. It was one of those moments where times stops and you just enjoy the moment, then I remembered: I was supposed to take a picture with him, I asked and we did.. He has got some kind of new idea this season that when we take a picture he comes closer than he normally does, puts his hand on my shoulder and then moves it down to my back.. And I can feel how his thumb is moving up and down on my back..Like he's almost patting me, to calm me down as Im normally very nervous..but It was an amazing feeling and he made me feel so special.. The pictures was over and I asked him about the track, just so I could hear his voice.. I have no idea what he answered just how cute his voice is..
During that moment, those seconds.. He made me feel so special and now 24 hours later.. I still do.. It was the best moment I've ever had with him and It is one of those moments you will NEVER EVER forget.
I dont think any guy right now, can make me feel that special as I felt then as he did.. Even without him being aware of it.. Before he took of.. He looked at me a smiled, then he said goodbye and went to an interview.. I wanted to turn around and throw myself in his arms and never look back.. But he's just a speedwayrider not like he's the man of my dreams.. Or is he?
He's my life, my everything.. but it might sound like im in love with him.. Im not.. I love him but he's old.. He's an amazing person and I could kill someone to spend I day with him.. But nothing more.. Ill always support him and he will always be important to me.. And yes.. Im a bit of a fangirl when it comes to him.. but I have to fangirl over someone right? ;)
Yesterday was the best day ever..
Peace Out! Hope you all liked my first english status..