The past few weeks have been strange. I've felt like almost everything has gone wrong, that there has been nothing that I've done right. I know that sometimes, that's the way life goes. But that doesn't make it easy. It's like, when you look at it from the outside, it looks like nothing. But when it's you yourself who's stuck in it, it feels impossible. People tell you to move on and look at the positive things, and I want to. I reeaally want to. It's just that I don't know how.
Whatever life may bring, I will never lose hope. I might want to, but I won't. I promise.