It has been a long time now since I last updated my blog. Time has passed by and im still not fully okey. Some more stuff came up and it made my recovery harder. I take one day at a time but yeah its not really easy when youre standing on top of a cliff and is so close to take that one step that I know many people around me doesnt want me to take. But like I said, im taking one day at a time and trying to figure everything out before its to late.
Anyway enough with the bad shit. I got some news to tell you guys. Im actually going to travel to USA on monday morning (my time atleast) and see my brother Jaymie for the first time in nine years.
Its still so unreal to me but god I cant wait untill I get to see him. Its going to be so much fun and I really belive its something I need, take a break, get some help and try to take a new chapter in my life.
I am so thankfull that you are letting me stay at your place Jay! I hope that we will have so much fun these weeks.
So today im going to see a good friend of mine, tomorrow im going to my mothers place cause she will be the one driving me to the airport. And I have to say goodbye to my family for two weeks.
I will try to update if I can so you guys can see some of my trip!
I have been packing so much yesterday but im so nervous that I have forgot something so tomorrow im going to check my bag one last time so I have everything with me.
Wish me luck guys! <3