Do you ever feel like you’re empty, numb. Like you’re missing something but you don’t know what it is.
I feel this every day. I’ve broken my own heart because of my expectations. People say that it’s not love that hurts, but the expectations do. And it has left me broken but I’m now getting used to it. I don’t know if I’m making any sense, I’m so messed up right now. A lot has happened and I don’t know how to explain it. I feel numb and empty. Not sad, but empty. Still depressed. I feel alone. I feel emptiness. It feel like I’m missing something but I don’t know what. I’m so messed up. My mind is killing me. I’m getting worse and worse every day. Some days are worse than others. I don’t know what I’m writing right now, I’m just trying to describe my emotions.
I just want you to know that I don’t know how much I’ll update on this blog because I’m going through a lot but I’ll write as soon as I feel like it. Don’t be worried about me, I’ll be fine.. eventually.