It's raining, gray and damn cold. Some might say, it's depressing to have this kind of weather in july. I think it's ok.
I lay in bed at the summerhouse and wonder about life. How easy it is to follow the path and choices you have once made. Comfortably numb, you walk the same freaking walk and hope you don't fall down the stairs of boredom. Everyday. Yawn.
My path, my choices. Too often, I have questioned these. The sad part is that I have not acted upon them. Been to afraid. Of failure, of what people might say, I guess. Untill now. The fogg has cleared and I have my eyes open. Finally. And this is the moment I hug myself and say "You can do this. You are worthy."
Baby steps, as I said. Nothing happens overnight. Patience is not really my fortee, but I'm getting better at it. All in all, I'm still on maternity leave for some time to come and I do not want to rush this. I want to do this right. I want to succeed.
My journey to be an entrepreneur is beginning. I may be at the square one, but at least I'm already at the playingfield with the full gear on. It is time to play. Bring it on.
And this is not just talk and pretty words. I'm polishing my business idea and concept as we speak and the business plan is well in progress. I have my first customer meeting scheduled and soon, I'll be picking out paintcolours and floormaterials. Things are happening. I make them happen. And I'm excited. Well done.
One step closer to my dream.
And I applaud myself.