I saw this on Instagram and I really hit me, I used to be like this! My smile wasn't that big and secure but I really saw myself in her. I read the comments and most of them was about how fun makeup is, and how it made a tired/ sad woman happy. But no, that wasn't the point of the picture, most of them got it all wrong, this isn't what it's about.
I remember how it used to be, I used to put make-up on everyday, even if I didn't have time for it, I would make time for it. I would do it on the buss, on my way to school. I remember how hard it was, waking up two hours before school, didn't eat breakfast. I remember just how anxiety loaded it was and how it was harder to keep the smile than keeping the make-up fresh.
I got me thinking, behind that bitch with all that makeup is a girl with a lot of problems, a girl that feels like you can see all her shit and sadness without her makeup.
This is how is.
I don't wear as much makeup anymore, I basically don't have time for it but more importantly I feel great today, and I still have a big love for make-up but just in an other way. If you know what I mean.
Staaaay pretty was never makeup related btw, don't think I've explained this before. Haha as always
STAY PRETTY lovetards!
Today was an okay day, I was at my cousins grandmothers house with my mom and some other people. I died of boringness and had an over filled stomach, I ate so much.
I eat so much shit everyday and does it look like I care? No! Do I care? Uh yes!
I've stopped with cola at least, that's good.
Anyways I can't sleep because I never actually sleep at night, not the point. The point is that I'm in a food coma, seriously, I ate so much meat so much candy and ice cream that I can't even handle it. It's not like I've never ate so much it's that I keep eating even tho I know I have stomach problems. I have medication for it but refuse to take them, because what the f I'm i gonna do when I'm stranded on an island and don't have the medication? Hmmm? So my theory is that GET YOUR FUCKING BODY USED TO EVERYTHING!
It's the same with lactose intolerant, get your immune system used to it, you'll feel the pain 3-4 times maybe 10-20 times but you might, I don't know you just might enjoy a whipped cream cookies and cream frappecino without worrying about what's gonna happen later.
Ebru you are so inspirational, uh thx.
I'm watching good mythical morning on YouTube and honestly it's the best thing ever, I learn so much shit I don't really have any use for but it's entertaining and that's always a big PLUS!
I've also been thinking, the weather outside is ugly! It lifted me and Cansel at the same time on our way home. I held her really close to me so she wouldn't blow away but the wind took us both so we both flew away. Luckily my mom and my aunt caught us. The wind was so strong that my mom though we were running, AND I got a fucking stone in my mouth I even think I swallowed one. But that's just me over doing it.
Dear Diary.. Lol love yourself and
Staaaaaaaaaaaay Pretty 💗💗💗
Well... it's been a very long time. Haha let me just say, I had to take care of school shit and that's why I haven't been able to blog.
I am so happy to be back and document a little bit of my wonderful life (lol, we all know that's not true) anyways I'm watching new girl on Netflix, I borrowed my cousins Wii so I could watch it on tv now that I'm actually allowed to use it. We only have one tv at my apartment and it's the one in the living room, and my mom does not like new girl I can tell you that.
I love nick and Jess, it's crazy how I'm actually attracted to nick he's 32 in real life. Like Jess once said, "I like his bubble" referring to his one pack stomach. His hair is so haaat, and his jawline, his hands and eyes. There is literally nothing special about him, but he's HOT!
I'm gonna go paint my nails now as always
STAY PERTTY DOGGIES! 💗💗
Liseberg is an amusement park in guthenburg where I live. I tried to take panorama pictures, didn't go so well but at least I got some nice pictures.
I've always loved taking pictures and saving memories, (believe it or not, my computer is starting to get slow because of all my pictures) I still have a headache of all the screaming yesterday so I'm going to go to sleep.
I love chocolate
I have almost 7 years of school left
People think I'm spoiled, but I'm not
I'm the only child, but have half siblings(that I recently knew about)
I hate when people ignore me, in person and on texts/fb
I love singing, I sing all the time. Even when I'm not signing I'm singing in my head
All I ever want in life is to find love.
Pumps, pumps is that kind of shoes every girl need.
Ayse and I took a ride to the homeland of shoppingggg, we both are going to the same wedding next weekend and the weekend after that, so I needed her advice on an outfit. It's really hard to find something in a non holiday season, I mean.. In December god knows whyy, the only thing you'll find in stores are party clothes (I'm over exaggerating but you get the idea) and right now I'm kind of done with trying, I'll just wear whatever.
So I found these pretty pumps by TIAMO, they are sooo cute and you can wear almost everything with it. They are suede leather (mocka in Swedish) so that makes them even hotter and cuter.
Stay pretty 💗💗
It's the perfect weather for tights and sweaters this week, (I wore this yesterday) I love it when people wear tights with boots, and a sweater that's longer than your shorts under it. it's pretty and hard rock at the same time.
It's Friday today and you know what that means.. Shopppppping!! HAHA! Just kidding, I don't have money, I need to save for Turkey, apparently I'm going alone and have to pay for myself.. So consider me dead for the rest of the year. Thax.
Stay pretty 💗💗😚
I used to never drink tea, I never liked it because I thought it had nicotine in it or something. I don't know, I just didn't want to be obsessed over it like my mom was. It wasn't like a big no no, just a no. I didn't mind drinking a cup every now and then. But now, I'm kind if obsessed, I love drinking tea, I love tea! I love the lemon one, the blue berry muffin (my fave as of right now) the strawberry, and many more!
Anyway, good morning... I hope you're drinking tea while reading this as well, haha! Just kidding I hope you're having a great time. (And not obsessed over tea). Maybe I'll do a tea review, omgg that would be so fun!! (If I had the time)
As I said before god (good) morning.