New Monday - new week!
This might as well become a bit of a stressful week with focus on my health.. At the same time I don't know how the week will end up looking like. Why? Let me tell you.
Today I woke up after a sleepless night. I felt it yesterday evening already and told that to my boyfriend when we were laying in bed. Unfortunately I was right and I hardly slept. By 8am I had started working though. Stuff needs to get done before I need to go see the doctor at 12.30pm today. We will discuss my stress related complaints and see how to go on when it comes to work the coming weeks. I haven't been to the office for around 3 weeks now and have been working from home to reduce the stress. It's going so-so. I'll better bring some tissues with me...;) After that I have a phone meeting on my way home.
Tuesday will depend on what we discussed the day before. I hope I have slept better and have more energy to cope with everything. This day can go in different ways. It might turn out to be a working day from home, I might go to the office for a few hours, I might have to take time off from work and go into sick-leave. I really don't know. In the evening I do have my yoga class and I am happy about that. The minute I step in there I am calm. On Wednesday I am going to the doctor again but this time for something totally different - I got a letter last week with an invite for a cancer test/research to be exact. In The Netherlands when you turn 30 you get these invites every 5 year so for me it's my first. We don't want to wait too long anymore with having kids so it's perfect timing to get that done and hopefully everything is okay and I am healthy. I didn't hesitate a moment when I called to plan an appointment. Girls - make sure you are healthy:) It's a small 'sacrifice' to take part on these researches.
Thursday there's not much in the agenda. Friday morning I really hope to get the time to go to yoga and in the evening I am invited for dinner at Aachen. If I go or not also depends a bit on how my appointment goes today. The dinner is with my team at work and as I have not been to the office for a few weeks now and during these dinners work will be discussed I am not sure if it would be a great idea to go. So we'll see.
During the weekend we will start upstairs with sanding and painting the windows which we didn't do before when we got the house renovated. We have two bedrooms that we haven't really furnished yet and we both really want to start again. Both will be rooms for the kids in the future but for now we will turn one to a guest bedroom. In the evening we might have a dinner with friends. One of our Italian friends sent a message last week to ask our group of friends for his homemade pasta dinner. Sunday morning it's yoga again and some time during the weekend I also want to go through my health insurance for the coming year. It's a thing when you live in The Netherlands;)
Meeting with the doctor to make a plan for my recovery.
Meeting with the doctor to make a plan for my recovery. There will be tears and I don't like to cry..
U2 - With or WIthout You
*It played a few times while watching our current favorite series Billions. Can't get out of my head, classic!
Have a great week!