Now I'm gonna tell you about a huge problem I have. I am sooo afraid of the dark. And I can say, it's really bad! I promes you my thoughts of what could possibly hide in the darkness is worse then in a kid's mind lol. or alright, my thoughts are different then what kids are scared for. Its not like I think its a monster under the bed or shit like that no no. But I believe that might exist things in this world that we cannot see, lika paranormal stuff. and that they might be around scares the shiiiit of me!
Its worst inside. being alone nighttime and an apartment or house yeah that means lots of stuggle. And even in my very small student apartment with lots of apartments everywhere around. I'm still scared. being alone in a dark and quite place daamn I cannot stand it!! so what do I do.. hmm I got music on ALL NIGHT while i sleep. not very loud but loud enough to cover other mystery sounds. and all the lights on. yes every fucking lamp is turned on.
I honestly prefer to be awake in the night and sleep in the afternoon. my sleep is better because I dont need to be scared. And dont need to have the music on. I am really a nightowl. In the nighttime I produce better I write better my creativity is on top. And when I am awake all night busy making tracks, its not that bad with the fear cause I'm so into the stuff so I dont have time to think about ghosts lol.
If I stay sleep over in someone place, yes im fine with the lights of and the silence but only as long as im in the same room lol. otherwise the lights gonna be turned on!
I watch nooo horror movies nowadays, or same with this paranormal activity documentaries. I just cannot, It would make it even woorse. But im still scared af lol. I think I just have to stop believe there is paranormal stuff in this world to stop my fear. But I just cannot stop believe it unfortunately. Heard to much things to not believe. Do you believe in paranormal activity?
the question is, if I would see something, how would I react on it. Either I would be scared af and run out from the place. or either I would think I had turned crazy and call the rehab. anyway , I hope it wont happen.
I have a psycho mind hehe ;)
Are you afraid of the dark?