I have been having a pretty bad week. My cusins uncle past away last week and she isnt taking it good, and neither am I. She came home to me 2 days ago, early in the morning and was devestated. I think that the reality sank in for her that morning, and so did it for me. we talked almost the entire day about missed opportunities, good and bad times we had. And it was very relaxing, to just talk about everything and everyone.
Besides my personal life griefing, The group project is going forward great. I really like the people, they are really nice and I think we are going to be just fine i Italy. Some fights and arguments are always gonna happen. but nothing we cant fix. still having a hard time trusting people in generel, (because of reasons) but everyday feels a little bit better with the group.
It takes time. Everything does. Whether it´s to grief or get to learn new people. The choice is how we do it and why. a choice only we can make in the moment of opportunity, presented to us.
"Our lives are defined by opportunities, even the ones we miss"