why must I always put others feelings before my own I'm a person I'm allowed to have feelings but because I am me I can't help but put others before my self and that isn't fair because who really cares about me .....my mom not really she wants me to become and do what she wants but life doesn't happen that way.....my dad that's funny he doesn't care about anyone at least not the way a father should he hasn't been in my life forgot who I was and much much more......my family can't stand me unless I do what they want or unless I'm little miss perfect......and I love my boyfriend but he isn't the easiest person to talk to he doesn't really understand as much I want to talk to him I can't cause its pointless but with my first love I can talk to him but it all depends that is why I choose to write things down because I figure people that don't know me and me not knowing them is better then having an emotional attachment to them.

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you told me you loved me and I believed but when we worked together something just something wasn't as it seemed unsure if it was you or me or even met to be because from where I'm standing our live wasn't a tree more like a dryer up leaf....little by little I lose my belief that our love will grow as big as a tree with beautiful leafs or can you not see what I hoped to achieve.

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