Hm, you know this dude, who loves The 1975, we met him at my party over a year ago. During break we talked a lot on the phone, over message and snapchat. Oh no, it's not like that, he does this with "everyone" but it's just lovely anyway. We talked about everything, literally. With this guy you can talk about more deep things, life, death, love and everything in between. We talked for hours, sometimes when he was drunk. The last time we spoke he had been drinking and he was on his way home. It was really fun and he was so goofy, that night we talked for over six hours. When I think about it, it's crazy, I love it. During that time he drank his wine, we discussed several things, he played guitar along with the songs Somebody Else and Body Gold and we even made a song together. He told me stories about his childhood and we brought up memories we had togehter, we also laughed a lot.
It was morning when he started to watch True Romance (I suggested it, so he could see the connection to the song Robbers). It was so early in the morning so we both fell asleep and the call continued for another four hours. Can't even explain how normal it all felt, when I reflect over it now it sounds like a lie, too perfect to be true. These are the things I want in my life and everyone should experience moments like this, but people are so uptight and acts by rules, instead of just living.
Let me tell you how amazing things happen - it's when you decide to live and don't take actions too seriously. It's all about temporary pleasures. Give in too them and let them happen.
It's so ironically that I didn't write here when things actually happened in my life. Maybe that's exaggerating a tini tiny bit but I'm just in a place where I really feel like I need things planned out and to be busy all the time - which I am not. Could spend my time on homework but I have no motivation, I really enjoy psychology class so I think I'll start writing on a essay after this before I'm going to a friends house tonight.
(I really need to read this text over when I have time, it's so messy)