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Sometimes I wish I could just scream out to the world what I have in my head, instead I have to keep my feelings and thoughts locked inside, waiting for a decision...
Im screaming for help on the inside, but who would understand? Who could make me feel better? Soon the smile I put on every morning might be gone too, Im strong, had enough heartbreaks, but this...I didn't think that my powers could just disappear from my body like this, that the only thing Im able to do is stare at the ceiling, trying not to think, not to break.
I wish I could have happiness for once, just let me have this, please don't take it away from me...it's all I have

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Stress is one word to describe my feelings right now haha. I have a speech tomorrow about racism wich Im excited for but it has taken a lot of time to finish it and making it sound good. Im proud of it!
And christmas is soon here! 😱 Meaning Im soon turning 18 too, wow, the years have just been flying, it feels like I was in elementary school just a few years ago, well well, looking forward to be able to drive a car 😎
Anyways, sleep well everybody! 😘

Squirrel!

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I didn't do much today. My day started with a headache so I wasn't too thrilled doing much, but my aunt came to visit us so that was a nice surprise πŸ˜ƒ
Then I went to the gym for a while wich helped me clear my head from both the headache and too many thoughts I guess. I tend to overthink a lot, maybe not the best thing to do but I can't help myself.
Right now I just hope that my plans on visiting my boyfriend won't backfire...having a secret bf isn't always the easiest. Why is he a secret then? Well, he is older than me, but that's fine, the maine "problem" here seems to sadly be my parents racist thoughts..sigh. Well Im not going to stop loving P just because of that. Life isn't always what you hope it to be.

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After hanging out with one of my best friends I decided to go to a coffeshop to just relax while I wait for my next lesson. Being alone can be awsome sometimes, thinking and just enjoying the silence, perfect for me.
I love being around people of course, but we all need alone time now and then.
Aaanyways, I don't have too much on my schedule for today, I might go to the gym when school ends, would love to get some leg workouts done, even though it hurts like h*ll the next day I love it haha 😎 Later on in the evening I will go to a friends place and be crazy as usual 😽
Wellwell, you might hear more from me today, now Im going to enjoy my drink πŸ‘ŒπŸ»

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I am nothing special really, I just felt like I need a place to get my thoughts out, I can't keep it in my head anymore...
My life haven't been as good as it should be for a teenager, or maybe, I've been thrue a lot, I still go thrue a lot of things that no one should have to endure.
Everything that can go wrong with love, yes I've gone thrue it.. But I've finally found what could be the love of my life, I'll talk more about him another time, let's just call him P for now.
I just want any possible readers to know that this blog won't always be happy, Im going to show you guys every part of my life, not only the good stuff, anyways, this will have to be enough for now, I'll call it a night 😴

Just some random pictures haha πŸ˜†

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