Hi! Today is Monday and since Saturday I've had this cold that is really bothering me. I have no strength or focus and that's why I've been home from school today. I hate not being able to do all my homework but I really struggle with this stupid cold. Tomorrow is an important day and I'm incredibly nervous. First it's picture day, which will be fine but because of my cold I'm extra pale, shiny and red around my nose. The struggle will be to keep the makeup on and intact until the photo but I'm not really worried. What jiggles my guts is my meeting with my local cultural center where I'll tell them about me and my art. My hope is that I'll be able to exhibit my art there but I really don't think it's going to happen. I feel like I'm going for a certain death bc i'm 99% sure they will reject me. But I'll come back and try again, I just have to go through the embarrassment of this time.
This friday it's my birthday which is nice except that the school decided to schedule a dumb sports day on a friday, never the less my birthday. I'll get to celebrate it with my friends tho so I'm still excited. Not to mention I'll get the best present I could ever have asked for... GEMINI! Macklemore, my absolute favourite artist is dropping a whole new album after 2-3 years on my birthday. So yes, my party will be filled with GEMINI.
Btw. am I the only one who still get pumped when I hear HSM music? Hahah it's so lame but it's literally impossible to feel sad while listening to HSM.
I've also decided to delete IG from my phone. I'll still have my accounts but in order to be more productive and successful i've had to realise that I'm incredibly addicted to the explore page on Instagram,. I watch the same video ten times every day, because I'm stuck, I'm basically a CD that got stuck and is just repeating itself which I don't like it. And according to the topic I'm also trying to do a 10-day art challenge constructed by myself. The first ten days will be fruits and yesterday I started with a banana which actually turned out okay. I failed today tho by not doing it, I got sick of my stupid apple and decided to paint a bit on my eye and start a new 'angel of death' drawing. I love working with charcoal, tho my drawings are quick they have the aesthetics i'm looking for.
Down below you can see three of my flowing paintings. These are incredibly satisfying to make.