whatsup guys as you all know by my livestream ive been talking about my struggle with my job and if you have same illness than me than you know how i feel ive been looking for work for so many years until i went to my job provider told her i felt with all of them keep saying the same answer over and over again (no,sorry your not unsuccessful) just keeps putting me down and feel angry but more depress then she went to places by places with my resume and calling up shops and it was interview after interview and still same answer even though i though i did well or did crap cuz i was so nervous and anxious and main issue is me being scared of what they think of me and i usually play ps3 n do youtube,blog and stream in my free time until this one interview changed everything that i made the job but when i stand around it makes me feel not good enough and there voices in my head i want to get up and do things all day and have fun then make friends hmm i need to improve better anyway here my 2 new youtube videos


https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zkLpWFpZ4RI

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=L4qooZ_VTYA

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clearly done of trying everyone and everything in my life i try to improve my health it only last for while and comes back for that there always something wrong with me you ask me everyday what's wrong and it's different thing each day i try to get license or job and get rejected every single time i try to be polite to friends and they all leave saying the same thing how could you hate me and reject me of the way i am i felt discriminated how am i bad influence when im so quiet and scared to open up and talk to anyone , how can you play,cheat,lie,hurt,use and blame me when i gave you everything i had its just me against humanity

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=L4qooZ_VTYA&t=328s
Turn your face towards the sun
Let the shadows fall behind you
Don't look back, just carry on
And the shadows will never find you

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