whatsup guys as you all know by my livestream ive been talking about my struggle with my job and if you have same illness than me than you know how i feel ive been looking for work for so many years until i went to my job provider told her i felt with all of them keep saying the same answer over and over again (no,sorry your not unsuccessful) just keeps putting me down and feel angry but more depress then she went to places by places with my resume and calling up shops and it was interview after interview and still same answer even though i though i did well or did crap cuz i was so nervous and anxious and main issue is me being scared of what they think of me and i usually play ps3 n do youtube,blog and stream in my free time until this one interview changed everything that i made the job but when i stand around it makes me feel not good enough and there voices in my head i want to get up and do things all day and have fun then make friends hmm i need to improve better anyway here my 2 new youtube videos


https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zkLpWFpZ4RI

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=L4qooZ_VTYA

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clearly done of trying everyone and everything in my life i try to improve my health it only last for while and comes back for that there always something wrong with me you ask me everyday what's wrong and it's different thing each day i try to get license or job and get rejected every single time i try to be polite to friends and they all leave saying the same thing how could you hate me and reject me of the way i am i felt discriminated how am i bad influence when im so quiet and scared to open up and talk to anyone , how can you play,cheat,lie,hurt,use and blame me when i gave you everything i had its just me against humanity

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=L4qooZ_VTYA&t=328s
Turn your face towards the sun
Let the shadows fall behind you
Don't look back, just carry on
And the shadows will never find you

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doing dark witch halloween makeup tutorial check out my channel please suscribe and like also share it around xo https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCbob8pCKq7nhkHNhnS-907g

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​so as we all know halloween is coming up and you need to get ready for it and i mean shopping for decos and teats but mainly costumes there are so many good ones out there to choose and i mean for me its hard to choose what i want to be for halloween i usually tell my friends and family i want to be this n that for halloween so many times and there probably thinking just make up your mind and choose please all halloweens i've done ive trick or treated and just scaring people in public places like shops or cafes if gutless enough toilet paper your enemy's house or churches basically when you heard the meaning of halloween when spirits or dead or any sort of bad energy of soul they get one day to roam around and be free which sounds like us dressed as different things if it says on bible well there you go but i dont believe all things on there to me its a joke and really use to his punishes he done pfft BRING IT ON !!!! #happyhalloween #americanway 

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as you can see by my profile i began to believe in pagnism and being into witchcraft which is interesting for me to learn like everyone has right to believe in whatever but then god hates it and punishes us anyway im finally back on here got heaps of stuff to do on here since been away and hearing this clown business going around and everyone like where are you mf come meet your death haha please calm the fuck down there people copying it from america incedent just to make it clear there scared af once you run up to them they run away and there only in bad places where fuckwots are the police are on it so everyone chill maybe blend in with them haha idk there just idiots but i have new website and page with group of witchcraft and merch too

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​hey everyone im finally back again after rough week but anyway ive been working on some excitings for you guys so here it is i have merchandise launching out every week with 5 youtube videos with songs n broadcast with it offcourse after me having good weird rough week i shall explain n share it with you so once i went to watch suicide squad at north lakes but wait they only have front seats avaible who the fuck even lets people sit at that close to screen then went morrayfield n just made it for good seat next thing went to city to shop n after shopping went to hungry jacks for lunch next thing i see is bloody chineese man looking for powerpoint to charge his phone at takeaway shop let me stop you there THERE NO FUCKING POWERPOINT AT LOCAL TAKEWAY SHOP SECOND OF ALL YOUR NOT FUCKING ALOUD TO DO THAT N WHAT HAPPENS YOU GET KICKED OUT THANK GOD FOR THAT like thats why there thing call charger to charge your phone the day before you go out or have portable charger to charge it everywhere you go der but the other good thing is me n family went to ekka in first place its different from sydeny easter show like its same things in there but you know smaller n more crowded just less stuff went there to try out food n drinks n only went on 3 rides why 3 cuz typical me get sick after fast moving ride n i mean cart i was in was moving side to side while the ride was going fast foward n backwards got me so sick n weak that i couldnt stand any longer but silly of me nearly spent all my money on sideshows BIGGEST REGRET EVER one they have ps4 cuz how desperate ps are for money like you have to get ps4 for good n new games n here i am with ps3 when they stop selling those games n shit all good games left n they had unicorn toy i want for long time now there story to that i got mate to buy me one on ebay from china payed the money so the sellers of the toy took the money didnt send it to me gave us fake tracker number n lied to us about sending it by making up excuses FUMING BOUT IT other than that the guy who was working for one of sideshow that had ps4 for prize was fucking around n being smart ass n for me hardly winning gave me tiny angry bird head n yellow bird from seasame st fuck off so what did i do PEGGED THE TWO USELESS PRIZES BACK AT HIS FACE but being at the show is just fun for me to barge people back hard af n going off at them n if you wondering why i freak out while screaming in dodgemcars cuz you bastards bump me so hard that it hurted my back thank fucking alot idiots but dw i corned the idiot n got him spinning haha sucker what goes around comes back around >:)


https://www.teezily.com/christina-jane-merchandise

https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCbob8pCKq7nhkHNhnS-907g

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i just want to say thank you so much to my fans and viewers for making my channel reach 20 subscribers and 566 views it mean so much to me for hard work that i put it in so lets make it reach 30 subscribers and other thing there is songs and books also video will up on media every week for now on that's my thanks to you but i know its not that much but its better than nothing and its slowly succeeding so make sure to get this tag trending to number 1 #christinajanegoingviral and like and suscribe my channel and videos xo https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCbob8pCKq7nhkHNhnS-907g

also check out my new video and patroen

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5V2m8_ThbQw

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its all over my head i guess i fucked you up and let you down they fucked me up and its all over my head you caught me onece thats all you ever wanted 

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has this generation of people lowered their knowledge we all forgot we are human with hearts,souls and emotions as i mention that phrase is lies stick and stones n words don't hurt me well words do hurt and stick and stones is worst thing to do anyone don't throw stick and stones at glasshouse they'll will shatter and break that will never heal and put back together well words don't come and go from ear to ear they go to our hearts n hurt it then straight to our heads where it repeats over and over again as we were little everything was about friends we go to school to see them and after that have events together now its backstabbing and fights they will make you wish your not here and know them in first place one thing they don't understand what you go through or your story they don't care they only listen to make shit about it just to wreck your life more here my advice trust your guts n if they diss you leave them FOR GOOD

ill be making video on youtube about this with other 2 vids so dont forget to like and suscribe my channel xo
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCbob8pCKq7nhkHNhnS-907g

also dont forget to donate money for anorixia
https://www.gofundme.com/letsbeatanorixia

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