Hello there, friends :) Although everything is "suposed" to be great in Italy, well not just Italy but just over all when you're away from home, as in for example a Holliday. It's supposed to be great because you're on this adventure of which you're so incredibly lucky to be apart of and to experience. I also happen to be here with someone who's growing to be a good friend of mine, so who am I to complain about this? - I know I've written before about how I don't trust people and that I don't dare to call someone my friend until they do so of me, because what if insult them by calling them my friend? :/ And I'm pretty sure that she has called me her friend before... though even if she hasn't, why would she be in Italy with me for 3,5 weeks if we weren't? It's not as if I have these great social skills or can be a good "wing woman" to her or anything. But I guess there must be something, about me that made her think it'll be a good idea, right? -
The problem though is that I'm not that happy now, though I have two theories as to why that is;
1) I'm an ambivert, which means that I'm a mix between an extrovert and introvert, which in turn means that I can be very social at times and get energy from it, but I may also need time for myself to just relax and recharge without any bigger amount of social interaction. I've been with Frida CONSTANTLY since Thursday 1:45am on the 4th of May and though I do like her company and we have fun, and there are times where we just lay in bed on our phones doing nothing (which are my favorite moments haha), it does take a lot of my energy.
2) I took my anti-depressants for the first time in ages today and they do make you feel worse before you feel better.
It could of course be a mix of both. The point is that I'm not feeling well, about me, my looks, my mental state, being in Italy, being out of control (as in not having control not going crazy). I like it to be quiet sometimes, I like staying at home and watching a good tv-show or film and go out and explore the city (unless it's like 24135 degrees outside) and Frida likes to be at the gym, workout (which I do to just not in the same extent) and she like to out and dance (which she is kinda good at too) and I'm just, don't really like that.. I'll have to go out though because I can't leave her to go out and drink alone, wouldn't even do that back home.
Anyhow, enough of my babbling, here are some pictures from when we took the train from Palermo to Barcellona Pozzo di Gotto :)
PS. Sorry for the bad quality photos, it was rather difficult to get a clean photo when the train was moving and the window was very dirty as you can probably tell.. DS.