Did some shopping in Gothenburg and my bank account is not happy with me right now... Why can't I resist going into Sephora when I'm in Gothenburg??? Please me send help! Anyways... here's what I got! And yes, I am pale as fuck :)

All products on the picture above are by Kat Von D!

Left to right.

Studded Lipstick in "Slayer"
Lock-it Concealer in "Light 9 Neutral"
Lock-it Foundation in "Light 45"

Upper left: Light Reflecting Setting Powder-Loose in "Translucent Crystal by Nars - from Sephora

Upper right: Mint Julips Lipscrub from Lush

Down: NYX Colored Felt Tip Liner in "CFTL03 White" - from Åhléns

All products from Bodega Party Butik

Upper left: Contact lenses in "F31 Blind"

Lower left: Contact lenses in "F1 White Out"

Upper right: Aqua Makeup for Face and Body Painting in "Black"

Lower left: Aqua Makeup for Face and Body Painting in "White"

Products no pictures:

The Must-have Powder Shadow 60 (brush) - Sephora

Express Cleansing Wipes by Sephora

Tester the cashier gave me: KVD Liquid Lipstick in "Lolita"

Have a good one,

Steph xx

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Hello, lovelies! I've just studied for the final exam in psychology with a friend and I'm now sitting on the train on my way to Gothenburg to 1. Get my allergy shots and 2. Meet another friend first to eat some food and go shopping a teeny tiny bit ^^ will probably go to Sephora because that's like my candy land hahah *wink at Jaclyn Hill*

It's currently 12:42pm so lunch is well overdue. I think we're going to Pizza Hut and I'm so freaking excited haha though my friend is apparently starting her diet and I'm all like GIVE ME PIZZA so I'll be the only one eating but she'll accompany me (she's already eaten).

Also, All Night - The Vamps ft. Matoma is my jam right now, it's so freaking good! Highly recommend giving it a listen and watch their performance of it at the BBC Radio 1 Teen Awards. :)

Have a good one,
Steph xx

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Hello, darlings! I just finished fimling and editing my ColourPop Haul, the video is currently converting and then I'll upload it :) This is how I film hahah putting my camera on a stack of harry potter books, because how else am I supposed to do it? ;) The makeup swipes on the side is for the video so they're not usually there..

​In case you're not interested in watching my video, here som pictures of what I got. The first two are the Ultra Matte Lip, they're lined up in the same order on both pictures so it's easy to see which color is namne what. The same thing with the lip pencils, only mistaken that there's two Creature. The two were supposed to be together but I didn't even notice that I had two of them until I started filming.. Well well, just read it left to right, the two furthest to the left are both creature, then Brichette, Tootsi and Lumiére.

No I have to finish up some things so I'll talk to you guys later :) Byyeeee

Have a good one,

Steph xx

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Hello, friends! I have, in all honesty, written on my assignment. I said that I would and I have. The thing is that I've only started in the second question and I just can't finish it... it's not that it's hard, it's just that I REALLY do not want to. So instead, I'm reading Bianca Ingrossos blog and watching videos about Christmas decorating your bedroom.. any tips on how to stay focus on boring assignments? No? Okay. 

The probelm is, as I'm sure you've understood by now, that I am so easily distracted. I didn't always have this problem though, it's come to me reacently and I think it's because my body is still exhausted from working so much the past weekend, never having time to properaly relax and recover. All I need is a weekend cozing it up in my bed, binge watching a show with a cuppa tea and just enjoy. Eh, maybe next weekend. Me and a friend are having a party for two to celebrate that we survived the psychology course haha we'll have a bunch of food and music and watching harry potter, or at least that's the plan. I guess I could use that as a carrot to finishing this? Hmm, I should probably at least try to get back to writing. I'll see you in a bit, loves!

Have a good one,
Steph xx

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Back at it again with the writing. Y'all might be thinking that I'm on my way somewhere but in reality I'm not. I'm laying on my bed, under the covers, listening to this tiny playlist I randomly made and writing my last assignment before the final exam. That's the exciting this I'm doing. Jumping right back into it and starting again.

Today's been a quite relaxed day so far, apart from this essay. Ate a nice breakfast a few hours ago and now I'm hungry again. Better get something to eat, I think I have some leftover homemade pizza I can take 👀 the goal for today is to finish this assignment so I can clean my room, film my haul tomorrow + edit and upload it at 6pm GMT. Let's see how that works out haha but what have you been up to today so far?

Have a nice one,
Steph xx

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Have you ever had so much to do in school, not a lot as in multiple assignments, but a lot as in you have maybe two huge assignments and you procrastinate so much you're not sure what to do? That's me. I currently studying psychology 1 on distance and it's so fucking much to write??? I haven't turned in last weeks assignment or started on this weeks and we have the final exam in exactly one week. Whatever you do, do not take after me when it comes to school haha

I just have to mention how EXCITED I am for Christmas decoration this year! I'm actually going to properly decorate my room this year, which I never done before ^^ anyone got any tips on how to make your bedroom nice and Christmas cozy? :)

I'm also thinking about doing Vlogmas this year. But a more "realistic" Vlogmas since I have a job that's not YouTube and school. Do you think that'd be fun? ^^ No hate or anything towards youtubers who do Vlogmas, HELL I LOVE watching their vlogmas and wish I could do the same stuff they do haha but yeah, let me know if you'd like me to do that :) i'll of course post things here as well!

Well, imma go downstairs and make me a cup of tea and a snack. Maybe that'll help me concentrate on my assignments haha am I the only one who wants to do it less the closer I come to finally finish it? Hmm...

Have a good one,
Steph xx

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Hello, friends! It's been a while and to be frank, I'm not 100% sure why. Well I have been really busy with school and work, plus the fact that both my laptop and phone broke pretty much at the same time... I just got myself a new laptop and phone, and before you say anything, I paid for them both myself with money I have worked hard for.

Having them back also means that my YouTube channel will be back up and running this weekend and I'm SUPER exited about it. It'll be a colour pop haul, though I'm be showing it here as well for you all :)

You know, or maybe you don't, writing this is really making me miss writing. Not just on here but the book I've been working on for like two years now. The thought of it does stresses me out really bad and I almost feel a little anxious.. I better not dig that back up again for a while. Well, this is it, super exciting and all.

Have a good one,
Steph xx

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Working close to full time, studying full time and trying to keep a healthy lifestyle AND trying to get my drivers license. That's not an easy thing to do but you gotta do what you gotta do. I do feel more drained than I thought I would doing all of this, though I have worked 7:15am to 4pm today so that might be why.

To be honest, I'm not too sure about how long I can keep this up. I'm working 4/7 days next week, possibly 5/7, going to school 4/7 days and working out 5/7 days. That's quite a lot. Doing so much makes me forget to take my medication which is ironic since a part of my job is to give out medication to those either too sick to do it then selves or whom forgets to take them. I'm their reminder to take their medication.

I'm going on a insulin class/thingy on Tuesday for work, that takes me one step closer to have an insulin delegation (I can help people with diabetes with insulin etc), which means more responsibility at work. You could think I'd be happy about it, which I am, but it also kind of scares me. Well not scares me exactly but it adds a bit of stress to my life which I'm less happy about. I don't know. It'll work out somehow...

Hope you're well,
Stephanie x

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Religion is a funny thing. Not a funny thing in the context that you laugh or that it’s humorus. No, not at all. Religion is one of those things that’s always confused me. I understand why some people wants to believe in a higher power. It may bring comfort, or it could be a cultural thing, the way you’ve been brought up. Some claims that their identity is their religion. Not apart of it, but that it actually is their identity. That they’re nothing without it and I find that scary. You’re nothing without your religion but the religion will always be something without you. One more or less won’t make a significant difference, therefor you don’t make a significant difference to the religion, the belief. To depend on something that doesn’t depend on you, is scary to me. Though that might make me a coward or maybe ignorant even.


There’s hinduism, buddhism, judaism, christianity and islam, along with several minor ones that aren’t as well known as the ones I mentioned are. They’re the five world religions, all different and yet similar. Hinduism and buddhism have similarities, such as both believe that once you’re dead, you get reborn into something depending on whether or not you have  good or bad karma. Which leads me to number two, both religions believes in karma, basically what comes around goes around.


Abraham is the forefather of christianity, islam and judaism. All those religions grew from him, more or less, and yet all of them claims to be the “right” religion and the others “wrong”. They have so many similarities and yet they all claim the other is wrong. Though that goes for all religions I guess, all religions believes it’s “the right” one. It says in the bible that to only pray and worship one God, and yet islam and judaism grew from that religion so isn’t God, Allah and Yahweh one and the same god just with different names and the rules, or guidelines, are said to make them stand out? The same god but with different names. Kind of like how some hindus says about their gods who believes that they’re all one god with many names whereas some believes they’re all individual gods each for specific things.


There’s people in all religions, and outside of religions, that doesn’t believe in science. That doesn’t believe in things that actually can be proven. That can be seen, touched or heard. Things that science have proven often changes sooner or later. Despite it’s purpose, science is flawed. There was a time where earth was flat and that the sun was circling around it, until it got proven wrong. I know, that was said given the knowledge we knew then. But knowledge changes, it’s not forever, it’s not a mass that never goes away or stays the same forever. Things science have proven are constantly getting proven wrong. There’s no consistency other than it’s not forever. As far as we know now, they’re facts, but when the fact gets proven wrong, it’s no longer a fact. It was then false information that everyone, well most, believed in but no one seems to have a problem with that. A scientist come out with a new “fact” and it’s embraced with open arms. Then some other scientist proves it wrong and people embraces that new fact with open arms.


Religion doesn’t change, it may get somewhat modified to society, but the stories doesn’t change. Jesus will always have been hung on a cross. Buddha will always have been a prince that later became a monk. Those things will never change, religion is consistent and yet it gets ridiculed. I’m not a believer of any religion, but I’m not a none-believe either. I believe, or I hope, that there’s a greater power but what the greater power is, I have no clue of.


I do find it cool that people can give so much of themselves for something they cannot prove. It’s not science, but unlike science it’s consistent. Believing in something that millions are claiming to be “wrong” or “silly” is, I think, admirable. It’s not easy to stand up for something you believe in, no matter what that is. Whether I or the majority agrees with it not. One should always stand up for what they believe in but never try and make someone believe the same thing as you do. I don’t think it’s healthy to try and make someone believe in anything. You either do or you don’t.


There’s no way I can claim to be a 100% educated about either religions, I’m not sure anyone ever can because it’s so individual. What’s right for one hindu might be wrong for another. That’s also what I think makes it interesting. One and the same religion have thousands and sometimes millions of layers and perspectives. There’s a lot I don’t agree with with all religions. But that doesn’t stop me from being fascinated with them and their followers or wanting to learn more.

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Feelings. Feelings they come and they go. Thoughts and plans comes and goes as they please. Goals changes constantly as well. At least for me. One second you're happy, the next you couldn't be more angry. But for what? Nothing in particular probably, which can be some what confusing. The problem might be because everything isn't in black and white. There's grey areas. Colored areas even. 

What you might have thought, could change with time and it makes things confusing. As we grow old, we learn and as we learn, we change. Our thoughts, priorities and knowledge changes with time and our experiences without us being able to control it. It's out of our hands and whether there's a God or multiple Gods that decides what happens to us, our loved ones or the planet we live on, is beyond me. That's something that'll never change. I'll never know if I decide when and how the changes in my life happens, if it's "meant to be" or if someone/something greater than everything and everyone is behind it all. 

Is change bad? Is change good? It depends I guess. How you see it. How you choose to see it. I've been told that it's in the power of our own minds. But is it really? In the power of our own minds. Change happens whether we want it to or not.

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This post doesn't really make any sense. What I've written up there, is just what went though my mind as they came to me. I let the thoughts come out from my fingertips, press down the keys and transcript here.  So, sorry for the weird post that doesn't make sense. Or maybe it does?

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