A good guy, does he even exist???
This will probably be my longest blogpost ever but Im gonna give you a pretty accurate picture of everything.
For a shorter, but very intense, period of time I was seeing this guy.
We've written for a shorter period of time on fb almost every day. And one day (13/6) he suddenly writes to me that he is on the train up to Stockholm.
Alright..... I was a bit chocked but he still wasn't on his way to see me. He was gonna visit his cousins that lives here.
And thats cool.
We kept on writing the entire night until I had made my self ready to go to bed, when he asked me to go out with him and his cousins to a nightclub.
He talked me in to make my self ready and they were gonna come and pick me up in about an hour.
We had a good time at the night club and that ended with him coming home with me.
He was just in town for four nights and he spent them all with me.
And the time we were apart we kept on texting each other constantly.
When he went back to Gothenburg we kept on texting or writing on fb when either one of us was at work, and as soon as we could we talked on the phone.
Nights when I was off from work we talked for about 4-5 hours.
This was so different from any other guy I've met during my soon 34 years of lifetime.
He made me laugh all the time, and I felt so comfortable with him.
So just one or two days after he got back to Gothenburg we had "the talk".... Where do we want to go with this? Whats my intentions, and whats his intentions.....
I knew he came to Stockholm to get away from Gothenburg, because on our third night together he told me that it was very bad between him and his girlfriend/exgirlfriend and thats why he had to escape Gothenburg. So yes, I knew that, when we had "the talk", but I told him that my intentions are to find a boyfriend and I want this to be serious because during these days he had managed to do something not many have done before, and that is to get under my skin and straight in to my heart so fast.
And he said that he just wanted a girlfriend/partner that he could trust.
So I thought that we are off to a good start here, Im trustworthy.
And we were....
He left Stockholm on the 17/6 and I had already booked a trip down to Gothenburg with one of my best friends Emma on the 19/6.
So I asked Emma if she would mind to see if she could spend the night at Rickards (the guy she was seeing) place so I could get atleast one night with him since we stayed at a hotel. And of course she did.
So he came to the hotel after he finished work.
It had just been two days, but those two days felt long enough to not be with him.
So yea, I'd say this is a really good start of something amazing.
We decided that it was suitable that he would come to Stockholm again next month. We couldn't get any time before that due to our schedules. So he booked his trip to come visit me on the 16/7 and we were gonna check in to a hotel just so we can have some privacy since Im sharing apartment with a dude.
His mum already knew about me, and of course his best friend that he shares apartment with knew about me (I think he was more surprised if we didn't talk on the phone) and he told me all these things I wanted to hear, how he missed me, how he just wanted to lie next to me and just hold me, he wanted to hold my hand (and this even surprised him that he had those feelings), we talked about what to do during his vacation and how we could go down to visit his mum when I had 5 days off from work or if we should take a trip somewhere.
This month apart felt like ages for us both....
When I talked to him on the phone on the 14/7 he asked me if it was ok if he could come up to stockholm a day earlier (tomorrow) because he missed me soo much that he couldn't wait.
And of course he can!!!! Im just glad that he priorities me above the plans that he made for that day.
When I met him by the train station on the morning on the 15/7 he gave me a beautiful rose. I think I was the happiest woman alive then...
And then suddenly, everything changed....