I must admit - I suck at blogging. How long it was? 1 month or even more? Same with drawing. I'm sorry but I'm trying to change my "lifestyle" to be more productive, healthy and all that stuff. So many things are happening in my life right now and everything is going to change.
Couple days ago my perfect plan which sounds like "I'm going to take medical school and find additional job and then take another school and after graduating both of them I'm moving to the UK and finally go to University to study music technology or something related". But it turned out that my favourite "medical sterilization" is not going to happend and I have to wait 6 months or start studying "care assistant" course which sounds for me like "you're going to spend 1 month in a hospice, no one will treat you like a human and you won't get paid for that because it was a fucking placement".
It's pretty sad that I can't find any university degree or any vocational school because none of courses are fitting me well. So right now I'm just sitting and thinking about it all the time or just working/studying russian to keep my mind away from all this shit around me. But I have to get my shit together and make it through.
Just to mention - I don't want to write all the time about art or my life so be prepared - next posts can be very different than this one. See you very soon :)