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Nelly.com is one of my absolute favorite internet stores. I can't count how much money i've spent on them during my lifetime haha.. But it's always worth it. I think that most of the dresses i own is from there and i'm a owner of 62 dresses at the moment no joke. They all don't fit me anymore since i gained weight though so it's time to work this body! What i really want to say is that you won't be able to close the sight without finding something that steals your heart. So click on the links or photos to come directly to their webstore :)

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You know that feeling that makes you wonder "what if" and "would i have done something different if it was today".. It comes knocking on your door when least expected. Who was i? who am i? what did i become? Am i on the right track? am i really supposed to be here, or could i have done things differently to be the person that i want to be? Don't get me wrong, i am okay with the kind of person that i am today. But i'm not okay with the person that i used to be. There are so many secrets, so many stories that can't ever be told. But i think that's how it's supposed to be. There are some secrets behind every person and no one truly knows you. No one knows all the mistakes and bad choices that you have made when you were younger. No one knows your complete story. Sometimes you feel like telling, but then you come to the conclusion that it's wiser to keep quiet. Wiser to put that part of yourself that you left behind you right where it belongs; in the past. Because that's just it.. Once it's out it won't be your secret to tell anymore. You won't have it to hold on to even though it hurts sometimes. I think everyone has done and experienced things in their past that they can look back at and say "what the fuck, did this really happen? did i ever do something like this?" The years are passing by and i'm starting to feel old. Especially since i've lived very quickly. I've done more things that i would even imagine myself to do in a whole lifetime. But maybe that's my turning point, maybe that's what it took to make me realize that it was time to settle down and create a life for the longer run. The good part about living life to the fullest in early age is that you are prepared for pretty much everything that might hurt you in the future and your presence. But it doesn't mean that it won't hurt.. All it means is that you will be able to see it before it's coming. And that you can help other people around you. We should do that more often, help each other. Show some love, respect and empathy. Remember that.

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Vegetarian tacos wasn't bad at all ✌🏼

🌽 bread made of corn instead of normal

Low fat Greek yoghurt instead of that other fat thing. 

Healthier and even more tasty 😍😋

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Most of you who knows me are aware of my lack of commitment to physical training. You would also know that i haven't worked out on a daily basis since 2014-2015. But the thing is that like many other young girls i didn't do it in the right way. I took overdose of walks, lived at the gym in the mornings and starved myself. I counted every single calorie and punished myself if i got over (exactly) 220 calories/day and didn't take minimum three 6 km's walks within 24 hours. The funny and weird, maybe even bad thing is that i fixed it and had more energy than ever before. I felt in control, i thought i was healthy and i loved myself for the results and goals that i achieved. I was happy with myself and loved my body.. I felt confident with showing myself in a bikini on the beach even though i was too skinny for my own good. I'm very tall, so i looked like a stick. I lost my shapes, my boobs got smaller and started to hang and my ass and legs almost disappeared. I didn't realize it until i was back in Dominican Republic and people asked me "what the fuck did you do? you will look like a skeleton if you keep doing whatever you're doing. Nobody likes skinny.. Everybody loves curves" and so on. And that's when i started to eat normal again. But to go from a very low-calorie diet to a normal intake of calories harms you when you've been starving yourself for months. It made me gain 8 kilos in two weeks and i wasn't even living unhealthy in that time. All this lead to a depression and "i don't give a fuck let's eat two pizzas, one kebab and some fries" at the same time. (i'm not kidding about that one) haha.. I'm not unhappy with my body today and i definitely don't want to get skinny and loose muscles. There is nothing less attractive than being "skinny-fat" which i would be if i went on a very low calorie diet again. So i started to eat healthy again and spent this whole week eating vegetarian and following a work-out schedule that i found online at home instead of paying a lot of money for a membership on the gym.. there are so many videos nowadays on Youtube that you can follow. My skin is clearer, i have more energy and i can finally poop (sorry for that information but i pooped like once a week before and that's not healthy at all). I'm motivated and set up some goals for myself. I will share some vegetarian recipes here to show you that you can eat delicious food even if it doesn't includes meat. I didn't become a vegetarian but i will for sure cut down on the meat considering how much better i feel, and i look way healthier in only a week. I am motivated as fuck and i wan't to influence other girls to not starve themselves. I've been there, and you will only regret it. That's all i have to say for today. Goodnight friends and enemies

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Some photos as promised! Had one of the best weeks of my life with my favorite person. 💕 missing him already! The person who said that long distance relationships are easy didn't know what he/she talked about.

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Big things are happening and i'm moving forward. I'll kiss and tell tomorrow and also explain about my long break here on the blog. I'll be back and active from tomorrow so i'm looking forward of sharing my days in both text and photos, my works, schedule and tips/tricks. Sweet dreams for now :*

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Thessaloniki, Greece for some quality time with my boyfriend & Stockholm, Sweden for my fathers wedding is what's been taking my focus the last 1,5 week. I'll update with photos from both of the mentioned as fast as i find time for it.. Just wanted to check in and show myself alive!

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