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Good morning guys! We are still a little sleepy here. Joyo is doing her best at looking cute. And I look like I just woke up which is true. Today it was not that hard to get up from the couch so I think it's going the right way. But I will not sleep in the bed until I don't feel any pain!
I decided yesterday when I could not sleep that I would be creative again today, with or without inspiration. I will spend some time on writing, I will try to make a video. We will see if I will be happy about the video. I will at least try.

So that is my plan for the day! Hope you will do something fun today!

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Good morning my lovely readers! Hope you had a good day yesterday and will have one today!
I got my surgery yesterday, I have been my happy self ever since I started to wake up after the surgery. Even my love to talk about sex did not stop. The first thing I said when I started to wake up and after I was reminded that they removed my umbilical hernia I said "No wonder it hurt in my umbilical when I fucked". So apparently I had a really nice dream when I was down during the surgery. They also removed my gall because of a gallstone. So three holes in the stomach area. Very sexy! It looks like I am pregnant because I am swollen. But I still have that sexy in me!
I'm suprised that I did not feel any form of panic before the surgery. It was all cool, thought I would be nervous the night before or in the morning. Not even when I was laying there I felt nervous. Weird! So I am proud of myself.

I thought I would have a really hard time getting up today, but it was not that bad. But I slept in the couch, thought it would be easier to get up if I had sitting position when I slept, because I do not have anybody to help me up. Mimi works during the days. I can say it was a really good idea.
In my mind I feel like I can take over the world but my stomach says no...
Can't wait until I get to workout like normal person again, be able to do everything with my body and not think about what can hurt me or not.

The gallstone

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Hope you guys are good today! If everything is as it should I am probably in the hospital right now and will soon have my surgery. And if everything is as it should be I woke up 04.00 today. Awesome right!
But I just want to wish you a good day. And I will update you as soon as I can. But I do not think it will be that much today and tomorrow.

Have a good day and be awesome!!

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Good morning my babes!
I'm spending my day in a friend's apartment because builders are working on our balcony so it felt better to not be there. I also have an exrta child to take care of today, my friend's baby. Little Space. Same race as Joyo and Dandy, Chinese Crested. So all we need is two more Saluki and we are good. No just kidding, maybe in the future I will have another Saluki, maybe a puppy after Enzo. But to have more dogs in this mix will never happen.

I have some things to do today but I also feel creative so I hope I have the time to do everything.

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Hey guys! How are you?
I have had a really good day. Took it easy in the morning. Went to the café with @mimiwatz, Together Café (Tillsammanscafé). I will explain more about that tomorrow I think. The dogs came along with us. We had a really nice time. Took some outfit pictures too.
Practically I feel amazing today. Had a little hard time yesterday but today it's all going fine. Feel positive and feels like I can do anything.
By the way, one day left until my surgery. I think I will panic tomorrow when I am about to sleep and in the morning.....

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Sleep don't seems not to be my thing anymore. Dandy woke me up, I do not know what the problem was but he wanted me to sit with him in the livingroom so I did it. Now he is asleep and I am awake together with the cats. Maybe even the cats sleep now...
Either way had a really nice evening with my roommate. she made pizza and than we watched the Norwegian TV series Skam. I am suprised that I like it.

But see you tomorrow!

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When is okey to meet someone new after a break up? Some people have their rules. It has to go at least a couple of months before you even start dating or hooking up with someone. If my heart is broken, I have to get on the horse again as soon as I can, maybe I'm thinking it can depend on the reason on why two people broke up. Of course you should not lock up your heart if you meet somebody that makes you heart skip a beat. Some maybe want to show respect to their ex and not showing of in their face that they are moving on. I get it if the other one still have feelings and you are trying to be friends. If you rub it their faces the chance of friendship will say goodbye.

What do you think? Is it a thing called "to early to date someone new"?

When I am thinking of my situation, it was a really crazy break up, and I need take care of all my emotions. I know I've done some crazy things since I left my ex in November and I need to slow down and take a step back. Becouse I know it's not the way for me. I need to figure me out again, what path in life I want to go. And I am young, I am 23 and I do not have to figure it all out in one day.
I was having coffee caught up with a friend who is basically an extra mother for me, and she told me that it feels so wrong to see me with a guy. And I understand what she is talking about. I can't deny it always feel weird to be with a guy and it feels more natural with a girl. So I will use this year to figure it all out. All I can think is that I do not know what foot I'm standing on. You who has followed me for years know how crazy it has been with my sexuality. So for my own sake I know I should not date guys now, women no problem but since I do not know if I can go all the way with guys I don't want to break anyones heart because of me not knowing if I can be with a guy.

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Good morning!
Here you see the second tattoo, so happy about it!

I have my morning coffee, the nice "I just woke up" hairstyle and a Dandy who has too much energy for one who has not finished her coffee.
I had a really hard time to fall asleep tonight. So today I felt like I will wake up when my body is ready and I did....I think. Two cups of coffee needs to enter my body before I take the dogs for a walk.

Many people maybe think this is a weird motive as the tattooist wrote on his instagram. But I am weird. I saw this piece of art on a friends instagram when she went in my therapy group four years ago and at that moment I knew I wanted it on my body. It's a symbol for my journey that I made and I am still on that journey. Working on myself every day.

You who follow my instagram has already seen this picture, took it yesterday! Looks better today

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