I was at the shopping centre today, and gosh we were not the only ones!!
It was crazy! I didn't buy anything, I'm good, trying to save money ;)
And also it was way to many people to even start to think. I helped Greg to buy presents and food. That was enough to have on my mind.

It's raining crazy much here now :o there is even a risk that we will get flooded in.. Hopefully not but there is a risk :/
Well as long as I'm not alone I'm fine XP

I'm sorry I don't have that much to say :( I'm trying but somedays it's just not that much happening :s

I forgot the most important!!! I face timed with my parents and Anton before ^^ oh how I miss them ❤️

See ya mate!

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It have been raining the whole day today. I went in to impact this morning because I was babysitting Ollie this afternoon :)
He got sick though :( he got the fever :/ so basically I've done nothing today x)

But it was okay, I sat with Ollie the whole afternoon looking after the poo sick boy. That reminded me so much of Anton and how much I do miss taking care of him even how much we fight... It's brother and sister love and I did love take care of him when he was sick. Good thing I have Ollie here, he is like my little brother here ^^

It's really hard to write much when you have done nothing but I'm doing my very best! Tomorrow more will happen and I'll go shopping so I'll see if I end up buying something. I'm mainly going to help G with the shopping for Christmas that is in Friday which still is unbelievable :o
Good thing for me that I'm 10 hours before Sweden is that I get to spend part of my Christmas at the same time as home since mine is the 25th and Sweden have the 24th. I sort of hope it will be s super hot Christmas so I get that experience. Have to wait and see. Either way I'm exited and I think this will be awesome even whiteout my family.

Talk more tomorrow :*

See ya mate!

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I have just been home today. Done nothing but I thought about life and my burdens. Or maybe not burdens but what is getting in the way for me.

And I realised that I'm not shy, I'm not shy at all actually even if I tend to tell people that. "I'm usually shy in the beginning", that's a big fat lie.
I'm not shy, not even a little even. Yes it's true that it takes a while for me feel comfortable to be the loud girl. It had nothing to do with me being shy. I have way to much pride. That's what's stopping me. I'm to proud of try step out. So I'm careful, quiet in the beginning until
I know where the limits are. I've gotten better, for sure. Still not close done.
I have to work on my pride.
It's okay to be goofy and to let people think what they want.

I can't dance, I know that. It's just that I don't have to be good at it, if I want to I can but I don't because my pride steps in. I don't want to make a fool out of myself. I want to be neutral whit new people leaving them having nothing for unlike me and nothing to love about be. Just neutral. That sound a bit stupid but it's true.
So now I've taken a firsts step, I realised what my problem is. So I'll do my best to try to get rid of that.
I know it will take some time but I'm confident that I'll work something out.

So I'm not shy, i have to much pride.

No pictures today, sorry :((

See ya mate!

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I was at church today, he preached good!! I'll get back to that in just a second ^^

Rest of the day I've been lazy, reorganise part of my wardrobe, fixing some other things and it's been really hot today :o

About church, Phil was preaching and it was interesting. He preached about burdens. How your burdens covers you up, how they hide the person you are. So if you have all this issues, all this burdens, people need to go through them to get to you. To see you they first have to fight through your issues. Let's say you have to go through the persons pain, that can lead to that both you and the person carrying it gets even more hurt. Hurt people hurt people...
We should expose are selfs, uncover ourselves, let people see the real you so you can be the real you.
The way to get to that point is to confess your burdens. Tell your friends, family. In church we are all family. Uncover and set yourself free. Have the courage to interact with people!

Also, you can easily think you will get rest when you have no burdens to carry. Well that's not all correct. Rest comes from Carrying the RIGHT weight. You are built, shaped to carry burdens but the right ones. The ones you are shaped for you to carry. Then you will feel rest. When you carry the right burden for the right amount of time.

He said a lot of good things. This is part, what I took as notes. All end this with a thing he said that really got me:

Be brave enough to be vulnerable!

See ya mate!

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Today I was for the first time at the beach :D
Not for long but it was fun^^ very hot today :o
So now I have been at the beach for the first time, at the beach there was this family, with all these people, you know like big part of the family playing secret Santa!! In summer, at the beach that played secret Santa!! That is so weird for me 😳😳 a bit ironic I must say.

The same when I got home, I was eating fresh strawberries with ice cream a week before Christmas. It's just so ironic for me :p

It's hot, it's summer and it's not Christmas even a little... I can't believe it is actually December. My mind is set so it's like July or August right now x) not a week before Christmas!!!

Insane, insane

I Also have some pics of the dog Albert like i said ;)

well, have a good rest of the weekend ;)

See ya mate!

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Today I was at impact first ^^
Hang around for a while, got home and their daughter and her boyfriend and their dog was here :) lovely couple!!! Her dog is going to stay here for a while so Sam will from now on have a friend everyday x)

And we eat bbq :D it was really nice and I even had a glass of champagne ^^ I must say that it's way overrated XP I mean it was not disgusting but neither very tasty. Not like the feeling "oh how about some more" haha if that makes sense XP

But it was nice and fancy I must say. Christmas is just a week away now and next week I'll mostly be home :)

I'll show pictures of Albert tomorrow (the other dog)

See ya mate!

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Well, I slept in today, so haven't done much at all :p just fixing some things, it took me a few hours to get done with the picture order. My phone did not want to connect with the computer so I couldn't move the pictures from the phone to the computer. I had to save most of them from my blog and then I sent some of Facebook (I know the quality won't be the best but a risk I will take). I had to get it done today to since the offer has its last day today :/

Well I ordered 109 pictures ;)
I just might not see them until I get back to Sweden though which ofc sucks. But a offer is a offer so I took it ^^ haha a good day x)

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So, my "parents" came home today :D after two weeks alone they are finally back!!! I'm so happy for that!
I don't need to be alone anymore x) today I was super tired from yesterday and all its sugar.... Apart from that I have had a awesome day, was at impact and spent a lot of playtime with Oliver. Had a lot of fun I must say.
There was a storm in Sydney today!!! And that is not to far from here, happy for me I didn't get bother of it at all.. Had a rainy day and some thunder but nothing more dramatic than that^^ and the evening got so beautiful!! Magic. This is just such a beautiful place!!

About the party, I need to write the rules for the game so I don't forget!!!
So every person has one glass and one bottle of drink. Everyone have to have their own drink. In the middle of the table you put a bowl.
You need a deck of cards and you put them out around the bowl. So one person at a time pick up a card (every card means something different, I'll get to that). So depends on the card you get that decides what you should do. If you should drink, nothing or put your drink in the bowl. In the end someone has to drink it all in the bowl which is a mix of all different flavours.
So now I will try to explain every card what they mean and do!

The ace is the waterfall card. This means that the person who get the ace will start drinking, as soon as this person starts to drink the person on the left has to start and this is for the whole circle. So when the person to your right starts to drink so do you and you are not allowed to stop until the person on your right stops. There for the waterfall ;)

The two is that the person who picks up that card will choose someone else that has to drink from their drink.

The three is that you have to drink from your own drink.

The four is all girls drink

The five is never have I ever, that means that the person who got the card will ask three questions that they have never done. Like "never have I ever had a hot Christmas before" and the others in the circle have up three fingers. If they have done what I'm saying they need to take one finger down. And when all three of your fingers are down you have to drink. So for the person who gets the card it's all about getting someone else put down all there three fingers and then that person or persons lose and have to drink.

The six is all the boys drink.

The seven is a toilet card. Yeah you are not allowed to go to the toilet during the game.. The seven is a life saviour ;)

The eight is that you pick a drinking mate, so whenever you drink that person has to and the other way around. This is though only in function until someone else picks up a eight. Well you could let it be during the whole game so more people are connected. Chose yourself.

The nine is rime. The person who picks up a card says a word and then next and next, first person who can't come up with a time has to drink.

The ten is category. It's like the nine but it's category. Person with the card says for example "movie genre" and then the every person have to say different. The person who first cant say anything have to drink.

The jack is come up with a rule. This one is consistent during the whole game. So the person who gets the card has to come up with a rule like "you have to make a weird noise every time before you drink" it can be whatever.

The queen is that if I get up the queen you should not answer any of my questions. If you do answer my question you have to drink. This change so I'm just this person (forgot what they called it) until someone else picks up a queen and then it's that person instead.

The King is that every time you pick up a king you have to put your drink in the bowl in the middle and the person who picks up the last king has to drink all of it in the bowl and that's when the game is over. When someone gets the last king.

I hope all of you guts get it and I hope I get it when I read back on it xP

All for today!
See ya mate ;)

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Its really late, I'm super tired so I'll tell you more tomorrow.

I was at Ariels birthday party and had so much fun!! Got some more friends to :D this is really getting like home now ^^

I'll sleep at Ariels tonight and then go home tomorrow afternoon, I'll be at impact for a while first :)

I'll tell you more I promise ;)

We did this fun drinking game to that I have to explain, though without alcohol :p
So no worries :*
Have to write it up so I can remember it!!!

For now, sweet dreams ❤️

See ya mate!

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Mosley been a chill day here, fixing and trixing. Made pancakes for breakfast, made it look nice in the house, fed the horses and took a nice shower ^^ I walked over to my neighbour for a few hours and spent some time there talking :D

And I saw another spider -.- a small one though ;) but still.. And it's outside my house not in it. It's right outside the window so I saw it very clear :o

See ya mate!

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