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Oreo and his favorite treat, cucumber xD

Hey...hey you! Give me cucumber!

Bought a new cage. ^^ and more stuff for the playpen! :D

Oooh salad. Gimmie that xD

On Tuesday January 24th, this little cutie moves in too! :D

His name is Milo :3



Decorated our tree. ^^

It's 210 cm tall, so it was hard for me to reach everything. xD
But I did it! :D


Love these ones. :3



Hello everybody! ^-^

Tomorrow it's 5 weeks since I had the surgery, the scars are healing.. Still hurting though, and can't really sleep either because I have a hard time being comfortable. But it's a lot better than what it was, and I haven't had that pain in my gallbladder either. ^^ Which is great, because that was one of the most horrible pains I've ever had.

This is how they look now, even if I still hate how it looks and it's making me uncomfortable. I'm still happy that I don't have to worry about getting the pain back. Hopefully the scars won't get uglier.

Love that the snow is here! ❤
It's so beautiful outside, although it's a lot of ice out now since it was warmer for a few days.

The new member of the family, Squeaky❤ Such a cute and friendly little girl. ^^

Lip, he is soo adorable and friendly. ❤

The raspberry pie Maya made. ^^ I usually don't like raspberry pies but this one was soo good!
She is awesome at baking. ^^ ❤

I made 6 mini blueberry pies and one big one. ^^

The thing with these types of pies is that they taste the best the day after you make them. ❤

My man has some gorgeous hands. ❤

Just took a few random pictures when he was messing around with his knife. ( ・ω・)

He also made me this gorgeous bracelet! ( ・ω・) Love it so much!



Hello everyone ~ ❤

I would lie if I told you all that I was fine, I'm not.
Been at the hospital since Wednesday I had to go to the hospital with an ambulance, because I had the most brutal stomach pain I've ever experienced. I've had something similar a few times before.. but never this bad.
Rob called the ambulance since nothing made it stop, it just got worse.. ❤ The pumped me full of pain medicine just to see if it stopped.. it didn't. I threw up, was crying.. hyperventilating. We got to the hospital really fast..
My mom came there 2 minutes after me, it was 3.10 am.. They took blood and did tests.. Did an ultrasound to see if they could see anything.. My gallbladder had an inflammation and I had stones.. So I got moved to another room in the " surgical department", I had to stay the night.. But I was lucky that mom was there, she stayed until 6.40 am. I managed to sleep about 30 minutes. I got to do an x-ray and I was in the same room until the afternoon, I couldn't eat or drink anything.. It sucked. I had an IV but still.. It's a horrible feeling when your mouth and throat are dry as the desert and you can't drink..
Got placed on the 13th floor, which is the second highest floor, in a bed next to the window.
Rob came over the next day with a bag with some of my things that I would need. ^ω^
Today is Sunday, I'm still here.. and it's almost dinnertime here. I can eat if I want to, but so far when I tried it's either that my stomach hurts like hell or that I throw up. My hands, arms and butt are blue and full of needle marks. Sitting in my bed and resting. My lovely man Rob, my mom, my dad and my best friend Evve has been visiting me. I'm so thankful for you all.❤
Also the ones here at the hospital has been amazing, really cool and friendly people. ^^
I have been able to drink a liter today *proud* so this is the first night I'm going to sleep without an IV.
So perhaps I'm going to be able to sleep tonight. They are also going to give me something so I can be calm and relaxed. Because at the moment I'm really stressed out and nervous.. Also no roommate woop woop!
The worst thing though is that I miss Rob and Maya soooo much.. (╥︣﹏᷅╥)
But hopefully my baby will be here tomorrow after surgery. ❤

Took the one top left the night I got here, and the one in the bottom right. The other three are from this morning.. Got more needle marks now, and one new in my stomach.. Just because my buttcheeks are full of them, so I got the pain medicine injected in my stomach instead. It hurted like a motherfucker though.. D:
Less than three hours from now I can't drink or eat ANYTHING... That is going to suck..
But now I'm going to watch a movie and just relax.

The view isn't too shabby. ^^

Love this.. ❤



I love autumn.. Such a gorgeous time of the year.. ( ・ω・)

I mean.. just look how beautiful they are..(≧ω≦)


From a meeting.. and yes. I'm one of those people xD

I take pictures of everything.. xD

Including myself sometimes.. ^^'
Had a good day with the makeup.. ^^ and my hair didn't look like a fricking birds nest..

It was cold one morning. But still gorgeous.

​(─‿‿─)  ♥



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A carrot cake! (─‿‿─)

Oreo cake! ( ̄ー ̄)

Collage with some pictures from the day. ^^
Major nom noms! :3

Smores! *w*

Mr.Lip likes carrot cake too! ( ・ω・)



Such a gorgeous sunset! ≧◠◡◠≦✌

Pizza-night with my baby! (づ ̄ ³ ̄)づ (♥‿‿♥)

Found a fuzzy friend on my walk too! (≧◡≦)

​Also saw this gorgeous tree! (≧ω≦)



Trying a new look with makeup, although I think I look like a weirdo with eyebrows like that, but I think I actually like it. ^^ teehee! :3

Aaaand of course I need my glasses so I can see something xD lmao

This little guy! (っ◔◡◔)っ ♥


From a walk, so pretty here. :3


Oh mah lawd! SO DELICIOUS! (`・ω・´)



I know I've been bad at updating here, but it's been a lot going on..
As some of you may know, ma and my stepdaughter and my niece was victim of something very bad and awful in January. If you don't know you can read it here.

I really thought that the police would do something about it, I really did..
I haven't had any faith in the Swedish judicial system for a very long time,
but one part of me really hoped for help this time.. But nothing... Not a single thing.
I got calls and they asked questions, and I said that I still remember how the guys looked like.
I'm that type of person who doesn't forget a face, especially if they have done something this horrible to me and people I really care about. I haven't returned to Storsjöbadet, not once since it happened..
And I have no thoughts of returning there.
That place has always been something I really enjoyed going to, especially with family and friends.
But now.. It feels like a market for sexual harassment, unsafe and with lifeguards who doesn't care.
That they want something so horrible to happen ONE MORE TIME before they would even confront the guys.
A place where rules are just for some people, and others can do as they please.

It might sound harsh and horrible, but this is how I feel. I feel betrayed, I feel like I've been left out in the cold.
The police threw out the case. They threw out the case.. I couldn't believe it, when I got the letter.
I couldn't believe my eyes, I got so upset and sad. How could they?!
I told them I could identify every single one of them!
They said that they had some pictures, and I told them to send them to me or take them here.
But no... that would be too much.. To catch people who feel like it's OK to touch me and my stepdaughter and niece who both are minors! I am so angry and sad.. I don't trust the police anymore, I won't bother them if I would need help.. It's apparently too much work.

Today, I got contacted by an American author and he is coming to my home tomorrow to talk to me about what happened. I'm so happy that at least the U S is caring about what's going on here when the Swedish government doesn't give a shit.



I'm soo sorry for being away for so long.
A lot of things has happened since I last wrote here. ^^

I've moved away from the city and I don't have to hear ambulances, police etc every day.
I'm closer to nature and it's more calm here and I love it!
I have jobs now, 2 so far. Maybe I'll get more if I need more hours.
Love the apartment also, it's gorgeous! <3
The only negative thing about living here is that my friends and family is further away,
but since I'm working now I'm going to put away money to get my damn drivers license!! xD

​I feel a lot better now when I don't live so close to the chaos.. 
Feel more motivated, happy, more energy and more like myself! ^-^
When I've looked around here more and get to know some more roads I'm definitely going to start walking more.
But now since I'm still learning to find my way around I haven't been doing that too much!

Got some new pretty shoes, going to put up a picture when I remember! They are comfy and adorable! *-* <3

Until next time! :3 buh bye! :D