This week I feel so good for a number of reasons. The exam period is finally over and I don't need to worry about any tests until after our fall break. In the school period I'm on now I only go to four different classes (of which two are only twice a week) which leaves me with plenty of time home alone and that's AWESOME.

It feels like this week will pass fast and on Friday I will go to Turku to look at the school I might be attending in a few years. We'll be staying there the whole weekend. I really look forward to it.




I've been thinking about something for a while. It might sound weird but it's not abnormal. I have "multiple personalities", not the disorder kind of thing but I can divide myself (things I like) in two parts. One part is girly and maybe a little childish. The other part is more tough and less feminine. To describe it better I've made a list of things I like organized according to which part they belong and at the end is a separate list of things that suits both of them.

Part one:

Taylor Swift


Nail art

Being with friends

Part two:

Nightwish, Evanescence



Being alone

Part 1½:




Being with my boyfriend

To even further describe my situation I've made three collages of patterns and pictures I like.

That's it for now. If there's anyone who recognizes this then I'd be happy to hear from you.​



I knew it would be like this.

Hi, people. I've been on a roller-coaster of events and emotions. My summer job started at the beginning of July and it has been tough. I'm a cashier at a local market five days a week 9 am 'til 5.30 pm plus saturdays 9 am 'til 2 pm. During my free time I sleep and try to find time for my boyfriend (speaking of which, I will soon make a post about our relationship and love in general so look forward to that). As of right now I'm mostly trying to take one day at a time and not die of stress.

Enough about that. This summer has been kinda disappointing. It's cold and rainy almost every day and because of that I have not been able to do what I had planned to do; go swimming, go roller-skating, eat ice-cream and look at the sunset.

*Sigh* whatever. I will try to make the best out of what is left of this summer, even tho I'm not unhappy about going back to school.

This was the update for today. Bye bye.

To bring some summer-feeling, here's a sunny and lovely picture I took three years ago.



I'm still alive.

I've recently been to a Christian summer camp and it was so much fun. Unfortunately I got sick during the camp because I was stupid enough to go swimming in the ice-cold water, I only have myself to blame.

The camp itself was amazing. The weather was not as nice but we had tons of fun anyway. I am thankful I got to spend almost a week together with those awesome people.



Well hello there.

Yesterday was one of the best days in a long time. Me and my boyfriend went to Vaasa and spent the whole day there with my brother and his wife. It is so much fun hanging out with them. We played games and ate good food and watched a movie and laughed, A LOT. At about 01.30 am we went to my boyfriend's place and slept there.

This was the best midsummer ever. Thanks everyone.

Pictures may come later.



It's 2 am and I'm still up... cool.

So since I now have a blog to maintain and keep up to date I will try my best at posting at least something everyday, or almost everyday, so why not put some of my poems to feed our dreams for the night. Yeah? Yeah...

• ♥ •

I'm looking but cannot see

I'm listening but cannot hear

I'm scared but cannot scream

I'm blind, I'm deaf, I'm silent

I'm searching but cannot find

I'm tired but cannot sleep

I'm hurt but cannot die

• ♥ •

My love for you is as deep as a million oceans

as high as a million mountains

as wide as a million forests and

as strong as a million horses ♥

• ♥ •

Thinking of you

Deep thoughts

Deep in my mind

Long thoughts


Beautiful memories

Our past

Our future

Our world

The one we created

The one we live in

The one never dying

Never fading

We are never dying

Never fading

Never hurting

Never dying


Beautiful memories

Never fading

Your words

Never hurting

Our love

Never dying

Wow, this became a long post.

I'm so deep.

Goodnight fellas.