What is that?
Well that had i asked myself for some year.
Love, have been a hard thing for me. When i was around 15 years i had apps on my phone like, hot or not and tinder. I had them because i wanted attention. And from i was around 11-16 i was suicidal, so attention for me was my self-harming.
I have been with guys who called me slut, whore. But that's not the worst part, i let them say shit to me. When 1 guy broke up with me i find a another guy. And everyone off them were exactly alike.
But now when i'm not suicidal, and i still don’t know how real love feels like.
If i’m are going to be serious with you, i don’t feel like love is a real thing. I think that it is imagination.
For some years ago, i loved a guy called Rasmus. We were together 8 months, and he was always nice to me. But one day i text him to tell him how much i loved him, but he never text back until the next day. He said that he has been cheating on me for 3 months.
I cried like a freak for 4 weeks and i didn’t eat for 2 weeks.
But i hope that i'm in the future, are gonna find a guy who truly love me.
- Anonymous Girl