I have a hard time keeping my eyes open today due the lack of sleep that I got last night. Tomorrow is the day that I have been waiting for and right now I am actually more anxious and nervous than excited to be honest.
Tomorrow is the day when I will receive the results from all my University applications in Sweden. In other words tomorrow I will know where I will end up this fall. It will either be that I begin to pack my suitcases and boxes for destination x or y in Sweden or that I will pack my two suitcases and one handluggae to move to Melbourne in Australia.
All this time waiting and not knowing have literally build up a tension and stress within in me. I love to plan ahead and not knowing how my future (or the next couple of months/years) will look like have been a challenge for me.
But I trust the process and that what is meant to be will be because in every experience there is an opportunity for growth and development.
Therefor I hope that all this tension will be released from my shoulders tomorrow when I will know. But even when I know where I will go it will be far away from everything that I wish I could know about what the future holds for me.
But what I do know is that I am the creator of my own realty, therefor I am going to make every minute of it worth living, regardless of where I am in the world.