Good evening 🌙
Have you all had a great weekend? Did you shake your tale feathers and take some awesome selfies?
Well glad that someone did..
My weekend has had a calmer tone to it, I have been studying and training this weekend, I have my first two exams this month (studying påbygg) which makes me really nervous because learning everything that I need to know in another language has been really stressful, I have only lived in Norway for FIVE years and although my Norwegian is not bad, it's still really hard to understand and take in all the information.
PLUS! I have not been at school since I was 16 and now I am 22, I did try Travel and tourism when I was 19 but I dropped out a short time after it started because I had my little monkey in ma belly 👶🏼
So studying full time, being a single yummy mummy and working is like ..bang💥
Don't get me wrong I wouldn't change it for anything, I love my life and I thank god every day for giving me such a beautiful child but sometimes it just feels like I'm running out of energy but still having to push myself, the hardest part is the evening study, like when your all tired after a long day with school/work and kids And there is like this small miracle moment when the kids go to bed and if you ask any parents they will tell you the same, the sound of nothing, just QUIET it's so peaceful and QUIET, you take that deep breath in, sit on the coach and just relax ✨ it's such a beautiful and blissful moment...and then you turn your head and see the shit load of paper working just staring at you 😭, not going to lie I have honestly consider hiding it under the coach many times but it wouldn't get me very far ... But then again that's why we adults can drink WINE 🍷 (kidding, totally against drinking while you are looking after children) 🤓
I normally put Daniel james to bed around 7-8 but no later, now I am really lucky because he is super easy to put to bed, he knows his routine it's been the same since he stopped breast feeding and it's just a dream now "touch wood" that it continues because he is coming up for two in January and the tantrums have begun ( every parents worst nightmare, again WINE 🍷 😂) but luckily for me not at bedtime, more if he wants a cookie before dinner and can't have one, I have this rule that he can have one super healthy cookie ( thanks to recipes.com) after dinner each day but sometimes he just loves to test the boundaries 😉 Anyway, getting away from the subject now 😜 I try to studying from 8-9 until 11 sometimes 12 depending on how tired I am, evening study sucks and I won't sugar coat it but once it is done and I can put my head on my pillow and just slip into my sweet dreams of me and Mr, bloom😂, I know that I do sleep better because my mind can relax for 6 hours knowing that I did what I was suppose to do because I DIDN'T GIVE UP! And that's a big life lesson and a really important lesson to use as an example everyday, ESPECIALLY when you have children, they look at you and want to do the exact same and when my child gets to that age where he starts understanding things about life I want to be able to say, " yes I know it's hard sweetheart, but don't give up", and I want him to be able to see his mother as this success, because it's not enough that you say it, you have to do it, you have to show him and everyone else around you, that yes you know times are tough but your not giving up! It's apart of what makes us feel alive 😊 for me personally it's even more important because I became a mother so young (19) and I have such a big responsibility of course so putting into action what I am saying is 100% important for me, I need my child to believe in what I say because he can see that I have done it 😊
Now i have to continue studying, thanks for stopping by and ready my "life story" 😊
Take care and stay tuned for more
Amy King 👑
Good evening 🌙