I've been away for some time now, but now I'm back for now. The new year is beginning and obviously 2016 is ending. All that I can think of is that i didn't make any promises to myself about this new year, unlike everyone else. Of course I hope that this year will be better than the last one. Everyone goes through hard times but does the hard times last for years? I don't know maybe they do, maybe they should. It was hard to start the new year without the people that i really miss. New year's eve was fun and the people that I spent it with are good friends but they are not my closest friends. The ones that I miss don't miss me, or do they?
Now a new year starts and that is not a new beginning it's just another step towards growing older and growing apart from once very close friends. A lot of people think that a new year equals to a new beginning and that you can change forever, but the truths is that is just another brick in the wall that we call life. You can change who you are at any point of you life. Maybe new year's help us to overcome fears or helps us to gain control of our own lives.
Life is a tricky thing. Should you follow your heart or your mind? Are you in control of the choices that you make or are you a pond in someone else's game? There are a lot of questions that we ask but might not find the answers to but we can always try. Trying is one of the things that you can't give up on. Always try! Just like P!ink sing in one of her songs "You got to get up and try" . I know the sometimes it feels like giving up and giving in is easier and the better choice. It might be, temporary. Temporary might sound good but it's not the long term answer. Put in a little more effort and you can make temporary into long-term and long-term is better, it might give you benefits in the future. I know the we might not want to plan our future already but small things can make a big difference.
Now that I've written about my shitty little life and given you shitty advice, I wish you a happy new year.