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Look up and get lost, lost in the dark night with me.

Let's go star gazing, you and I, it'll be like paradise.

We can walk out into the woods and lay down there. 

We can look up and hold each others hand.

Let's go star gazing you and I, it'll make us feel alive.

Just remember that you're here with me, you tend to forget that.

You smile and leave my side every once in a while.

Let's go star gazing, you and I, out in the dark dark night.

We can lay down and fall asleep in each others arms

Just remember that we are one and not two souls, we are whole.

Let's go star gazing you and I, it won't be a lie.

We can lay down and stare up at the big blue sky.

Together we can fly.

Let's go star gazing you and I, it'll be like paradise.

We can look up and get lost, lost in the dark dark night.

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Let's talk about periods, that time of the month, menstruation, red river or all the other names you may have for it. I feel like a lot of people are grossed out by periods. Especially guys, let's be real, when you talk to your best girlfriend about it and some guys walk pass you in the hallway or in the street, they look a little grossed out. Come on guys! The blood that comes out of our vagina is totally normal and why are we not allowed to talk about when it's okay for guys to be talking about their dicks all the time? The thing about periods are that it's different for everyone. Some bleed a lot, some don't bleed a lot. Then there's this little side effect called cramps. Cramps are like WW2 in your uterus, it's so horrible.

Okay, ladies we have all been worried to death when we've realised the our period been late. Even if your a virgin you worry to death. You think that you can have all different kinds of diseases, that you don't eat enough or that you're pregnant. We have all been there, one or two times. It's the same when you are feeling bad and your head hurts, so you do the only thing imaginable, you google your symptoms. That google-situation doesn't make you feel fine right the opposite, at this point you thing that you have cancer or herpes or whatever. The longer your cycle gets the more worried you get. The first days you think "Oh maybe it's just a couple days late" but then those days turn into weeks. When it finally arrives you are relieved for a minute or two until those damn cramps hit you.

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I'm a big fan of "Lord of the Rings" and "The Hobbit" and i think you can figure out why I chose this song. Also I messed up the guitar and the lyrics so just go with it, I didn't want to do another take soo... Yes, I'm lazy. 

In the end of the song the sound is a bit bad, but hope you donate mind. 

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I was planning to upload another cover today, but youtube don't work right now. Hopefully I can have it up by tomorrow.

Anyway, school is about to begin and I'm feeling anxious as hell. Not only my mind and my mental health is bad, my body is starting to get worse as well. I met one of my teachers today at the school, it was a introduction thing and it felt okay while I was there. When I got home on the other hand, I felt like crap. I felt sick and I still do. My head hurts, I feel nauseated and tired, I just want to lay down under a blanket and never get up again. I haven't felt this bad in a while and I thin it is caused by stress and anxiety. I really don't know what to do.

Anxiety is my greatest enemy. Okay, maybe not.

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IT*S MY BIRTHDAY!

I'm really excited because some of my best friends have a surprise for me and I don't have a clue about what it could be, so kind of nervous as well but I trust them so it'll be fine. 

i don't really know what to write about today so much happening so it's really short. 

See you later alligator!

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If you feel alone here, then you know how I feel.

Everyday is a new war against the voices, the voices tells you what to do and what to don't do.

Theses voices grow stronger in your loneliness.

Loneliness becomes your friend, loneliness makes you its slave. No beginning, no end.

All you can do is sit there and stare out, out through the window and out into the night.

Night becomes you relief, a time when you can breath.

Everything else is like purgatory.

Anything can happen, but you can't decide what.

It's the voices that do, the voices in you loneliness.

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Crushes, boyfriends, girlfriends, friends with benefits and everything in between. We all want to be loved, we want to be appreciated. To wake up next to your significant other, to be able to hold them tight at night knowing you're no alone. It's hard being alone, some like it, some don't. To tell someone you love them requires courage and trust. Trust can be earned with time, but it's a fragile thing. One mistake and broken and it' hard to rebuild it. In relationship trust is important, no matter what kind of relationship it is. Friendships require jut as much trust as a relationship with your boy-/girlfriend.

Courage is a thing that can be hard to find. Thought's like: "what if they don't feel the same?" can have a significant matter in this case, because some people likes to take risks while some are more careful in life. We all think that we can't live our life without taking any risks, and we can't. At some part of our life we need to take that step, it might be a chance to et to live your dream or it can be a chance to step up your career or you might find out that the person you love loves you too. No matter what it is we need to that risk sooner or later.

Love is fragile, beautiful, awful, amazing, hard work and absolutely wonderful. It takes hard work and sometimes it just don't work out so you have to give it up and sometimes that hard work pays off. Love is our goal in life, well it's my goal, not everyone's. Love can be hard to find because it hides, you just need to search hard enough. You might not find it in another human, it can be found in animals. That's what I found it.

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You know what's scary? Change. I'm not afraid of the world changing but of me changing. Change is no a bad thing, in fact it's the opposite, but still a lot of people are afraid of it just like I am. If you find yourself in a perfect moment you don't want anything to change, you want to stay in that moment. 

There's a lot of things that scare me except death, change and growing old. I'm afraid of telling the truth, to speak up in some situations. Fear is normal, everyone is afraid of something, even if they don't express that fear. Fear is one thing that all animals feel, not just us. 

I don't really know wereI was going with this but there you have it   I'm afraid of a bunch of stuff. 

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I walked slowly towards the sea. The small path I was following was narrow and lead me deeper into the forest. This was the second time that I took this path, the first time it took me two hours to get to the sea and I hoped that I wouldn't get lost like I did that time. The trees moved and made a calming sound in the wind.

I walked on, the further I walked the more calm I got. I was wearing my bikini underneath my blue and white beach dress. The dress is so think the you can see my bikini through it, but I didn't mind. Even if it was 25 degrees in the air, the wind made my feel cold and I shivered. I couldn't wait to get out of the forest and back out in the sun.

I arrived at a meadow lighten up by the sun and I thought that i was dreaming. I took two steps forwards and then found myself staring in the sun surrounded by flowers and tall grass. I continued walking until I was in the middle of the meadow, there I lied down and close my eyes.

I woke up by the sound of something stepping on a twig. It was dark, the sun had been replaced by the moon and the stars. I looked around, I could't see more than one or two meters in front of me. I stood up and started to walk in the direction which I thought was the direction I came from. How long had I been asleep for? It couldn't had been that long, but I didn't have my phone with me or my watch so all I could do was guess.

When I was at the edge of the forest I stopped, turned my head and search the forest behind me for anything. The feeling of someone following me had been there all the way through the forest but I tossed it aside, ignoring it, but still I picked up the pace and power walked all the way. I turned my head and continued walking. After about 10 minutes of walking I could see the house. It was a rather big house, for a summer house, but it was in bad shape. The red paint was falling off and the windows was cover in dust and dirt.

When I got to the front door I got attacked by all the bugs that gathered at the light if the lamp. It was on a timer and was only alight at night for some reason, but I was happy that it was alight because I wouldn't been able to see anything without it. I putted my key in the keyhole and turned, the clicking sound confirmed that it was unlocked even if the door was hard to open. Before I went in I turned around and stared out into the night.

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I'm sorry if the last few updates have been really bad written or the layout has been completely off. I haven't had any access to a computer to do my updates so I've been doing them on y phone and we all saw how that worked out... Bad, am i right? It's not like I'm a master of layout and everything looks perfect when I do it on my computer, I'm new to this and to be honest layouts' isn't my strong suit. 

With that out of the way i want to write about a perfect place, called home. I've been away from my home for about three weeks. When I today walked through the door of my house I realised how much I've actually missed it. I didn't think about it while I was away, I really didn't. It has a special smell the you don't notice except for when you haven't been there for a long while. I've missed my bed, my guitar and of course as the technology addict I am I've missed my computer.  

You know what they say; "There's no place like home", and I couldn't agree more.  


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