It's been almost a month since I last blogged. I hope everyone's doing well.
Since I last posted I have booked an appointment for a third tattoo, YAY! I have gotten tons of things to do in school, we got the rolls for our very last musical that we'll be performing in May, and I've started hanging out with my childhood friends a bit more. My life has for some reason, in the middle of all this chaos, gotten better and I have started to get a hold of things I've been trying to get a hold of for the past 18 years of my life.. haha! But I've been properly trying to get a hold of everything for the past, at least, two years. I've gone from having extreme anxiety to be able to deal with stress quite well.
Over these past two years I have started to like and accept myself and my body a lot more. I don't hide underneath big sweaters and I don't cry in the fitting rooms anymore, mostly because I don't go there. I don't actually buy clothes at all anymore, but I'm working on my body. Despite the fact that I like myself I don't feel confident in my body and I'm working on that. I'm loosing weight and I'm no longer hiding as much from social contact because of the shape of my body!
I'm out for either a run or just a walk everyday, and when I come home I do some weight lifting and such in my living room, I have gotten into a routine that fits me and that I think is fun an ´d I'm just starting to love life so much. I personally think I hav matured so much ever since I started Upper secondary and now I'm, if possible, more ready than ever for the future.
I wish that everyone would just realise the things I have realised these past two years. I wish everyone would start valuing their life a bit different and look past all the obligations that the society has put up for us! There is so much that is in our way to be completely happy and it's so important to find out what means the most to you.