....I´ve come to talk with you again , because a vision softly creeping , and the vision that was planted in my brain still remains within the sound of silence

Silence is the best word to explain my absense ...and now , I am trying to get back to my old self and just maybe I will be able to blog a bit.

I am in a very calm place in my SL life at the moment. Of course there are ups and downs. Friends drift apart and others come closer.

I dont love anyone any less , but my love for others grow. Some people you just have that connection with.

And my Reaper , my amazing husband , that sometimes is so bitter that I want to strangle him , but , He loves me broken , and I love him bitter. The Ying to my Yang , the sun to my moon

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And the haters gonna hate, hate, hate, hate, hate
Baby, I'm just gonna shake, shake, shake, shake, shake
I shake it off, I shake it off

There are those days when I miss her , like REALLY miss her



....and I´ll try to hold my head up high

So.....those who know me must have noticed I have been on a downspiral lately. And yes , it´s been bad , and since I dont have any medication left I self medicate the only way I know how. Just once tho , and just a tiny little bit...because it takes the edge off and calms me. Feels like I´m on the outside of a glass house , looking in on those who are inside....and I want to speak but the glass is soundproof so no one hears me.

It´s hard for me to reach out so I get quiet...but that dont mean I love you any less




...I wanna dance with my baby

I had my first DJ set at The Church last night. I was so nervous but I think it went ok. I had so much fun even tho I was so focused on SAM and to get things right.

I feels good to get more involved in the family and helping out where I can



...and tomorrow was to late

It´s been quiet I know but I havent really felt inspired.

“There comes a point in your life when you realize:
Who matters,
Who never did,
Who won't anymore,
And who always will.
So, don't worry about people from your past, there's a reason why they didn't make it to your future.”

I didnt think that saying would ever have any meaning for me , it was something everyone else said....but. I reached that point in my life too.

I dont choose sides and try my best to be neutral. But I will never turn my back on my own feelings and about the love I feel for people. And if there are those that walk away , it is their loss.

I am a Fallen one from head to toe and I will forever be loyal to my family. I spend time with those I love and I am having so much fun.

Tomorrow I will do my first DJ set at The Church...omg , I am so nervous , I hope not too many people will show up *lol*

Today is mothers day in Sweden and I am so lucky that I have my family. My 2 oldest made me breakfast in bed , they had made me beautiful cards and drawings. I hope you all are enjoying your Sunday...tomorrow is a whole new week and I hope summer will find its way to the northern part of our country

Come here summer...I am ready for you...BRING IT *ooooot*



you can talk to me , and as we grow old I promise to love you with all that I have

Its pretty clear that I havent been blogging lately, I bet we all have been hurt one way or another in SL. And this one really

got to me...cause I didnt see it coming. I lost my best friends in this mess. BUT I am back where I belong.

Been really down too , my depression had a hard grip on me. So they put me on anafranil thru IV fluids. Makes me

really tired , so I sleep alot , but holy mother of someone. The meds is working!

Oooooh My SL

My love and I are back at Fallen and it feels like we never left, I love it!

I cant mention everyone that is important to me. but...

My mother..Anna , and my auntie aly and auntie Skittles

missing my noc <3

I have been so so down

And my handsome man who always have been here for me.

There is not enough love in this world to express the way I feel

but when I see our son , playing or when he wants sit with us and just cuddle

There is my expression

We have a baby

made from our love

​Oh...this morning....a normal morning at Fallen *laughs*



in your head , zombie , zombie zombie

Finally found some time to spend online and got to see and hang out with my chica. And what did we do....we shot ZOMBIES! I had a blast!



You're the field in the middle of the city when I'm rushing by at the speed of light

The highlight of the week was thursday night. When Reaper finally got to hold my soul. The moment was perfect ...

Thank you Drifter for keeping my soul safe for so many years , no words can describe how I love you , but it was time for Reaper to hold it and keep it safe , you know that.

I have also played a stripper *lmao* Not something I do everyday! And I took nothing off so I must really suck at it

And here ´s a picture for my husband ;)



... but I´m cold as the wind blows so hold me in your arms

Bad bad bad , I ´ve been quiet again. Idk , I just been busy , and sooo sick RL :/ I am still really sick. SL have been good to me and fun found me again

Me and Noc finally found the pose for our pic....turned out amazing!

Bloodlines have been "fun" as usual

And Reaper my love , you bring a smile to my face every single day and you keep on amazing me with your wonderfulness

And as usual , we keep on shaking it off...where ever and when ever



And I guess I never told you I'm so happy that you're mine

So first of all. I must say I am so happy that an old friend found his way back into my life. There seem to be a bromance going on there tho....between Reaper and Arden *laughs* We are having so much fun , I laugh till my stomach hurts :) So we may have found our new Clan family...we´ll see :) I have a good feeling tho

Uhm , what else. I keep busy by taking photos. OMG...I am so hooked *lol* Its so much fun to both take to picture and then to edit them , hours go by and I dont even notice.